Bartender•Ivan Martinze

Chapter 20

(This is a really sad chapter, it will deal with a lot of heavy stuff. TW)

3 days later

Jax-Zoie!

Ivan, Emilio, and Zoie are coming. Ivan did win the Trail, and now has Zoie full time. I am happy today! Zoie and Jax hugged and I hugged Ivan, he was so happy. He seems really happy.

Ivan-I missed you!
Faith-I missed you too...
Ivan-Everything Ok?
Faith-Yeah just tired...not feeling good...

Ivan grabbed my cheak and I felt better. It was 7am so I'm guessing that and I am tired because I haven't gone to sleep right now. Emilio hugged Jax and Zoie ran up at me. She hugged me.

Zoie-Is it true that I am having another little sibling?
Faith-Yes! Daddy must have to You!
Zoie-Yes! I'm So happy!

We went Emilio's and Ivan's house. Iván was playing with Zoie and Jax when I talked to Emilio.

Emilio-Oh! Mama wanted me to tell you that she is happy that you are giving her another grandchild.
Faith-I hope that is not sarcastic.

Emilio laughed and I laugh a little and my stomach started hurting and I bend over. Emilio and Ivan both saw that and Emilio ran over to the kids and took them to the other room.

Ivan-Baby! Are you Ok?
Faith-I think we need to go to the hospital...
Ivan-Ok. Emilio can watch the kids.

I stand up but it it even more. I started to cry and Ivan grabbed on to me. He was panicking also, he picked me up and Rebecca came in.

Ivan-I am taking Faith to the hospital, something is wrong.
Rebecca-Do you want Emilio to come? I can watch Zoie and Jax...
Ivan-If he can get ready quick then yes.

Ivan put me in the car and Emilio climbed in the backseat. I started crying even harder but it is not because of the pain. Something is wrong with my baby...

Ivan-Baby, you're going to be alright...
Faith-What about our baby through?

Ivan got even more worried, I grabbed his hand and the pain started to stop but we got to the hospital and got checked in.

Emilio-Has it stopped?
Faith-For the most part.
Ivan-It's to early for-
Dr.Nelson-Everything seems to be normal? Baby is good.
Faith-Thank God.
Ivan-What was it?
Dr.Nelson-Stress? Lack of sleep? Not eating? All of thoes can put stress on the uterus. What I recommend is that you eat and go home, get some sleep.
Ivan-Ok, thank you.

We got checked out of the hospital and when we got back, Ivan odure odore something to eat and Emilio went with Rebecca and the kids to 6 flags. I laid on Ivan's bed falling asleep.

Ivan-Baby...
Faith-Yes?
Ivan-I love you...
Faith-Shut up and lay down...

Ivan smiled and laid on the bed. He wrapped his arms around my neck and I pulled in closer. We soon did fall asleep but Ivan woke up because the food came. I went back to sleep through...it felt so good.

6 hours later

Ivan-Ready to eat?
Faith-Yeah...where is Jax?
Ivan-Already in bed. He told me to tell you, goodnight and that he loves you and the baby...

The baby...I started crying. Something could have happened because I was putting to much on myself to kept working, taking care of Jax, having a relationship, and having a baby. I am breaking down...

Ivan-Baby, what's wrong?
Faith-It's getting all to much Ivan...I can't keep working so much...this is getting-
Ivan-Babygirl, it's ok...I think we need to think over this then...about your job.
Faith-I can't lose my job Iv, that is the only place we have...
Ivan-You have here?

I stopped, Ivan smiled and gave me his food. Emilio came into the kitchen and grabbed a water bottle.

Emilio-Do you two need anything? I am going to go to-OH MY GOD FAITH!!
Faith-What?

I looked down and my sweat pants were in drenched in blood. Ivan came around and his face went pale. I kept crying and Ivan came and grabbed me.

Emilio-I'm calling 911

The next morning

Dr.Neilson-I'm so sorry you two...
Ivan-Can you give us a minute...?
Dr.Neilson-Of course...

It was only me and Ivan soon. The door closed and my eyes let the tears go. My baby that I didn't get to meet or have a chance to get to know...is gone. I can't believe it.

Ivan grabbed my head and he even started crying. I kept saying of how sorry I was and of course he said it wasn't my fault.

Faith-Ivan, I am so sorry that I did this...I should have listen to my body and be more careful-
Ivan-Baby...this is you're god damn fault! Ok!? You did everything right...I have no idea why God would do this to us but we had an angel! I love you and I will always love you and this Angel...
Faith-I love you too love...
Ivan-Come here...

He grabbed my chin and kissed me. Soon I wanted everyone, one-by-one, to come In, first Emilio.

Emilio-I'm guessing that it's bad...
Ivan-We've tried to keep everything under control but everything just happened so fast...
Faith-I'm sorry Emilio...
Emilio-Don't be sorry...god wasn't ready to see an angel go, God has his reasons...

Ivan started crying again, Emilio hugged him and they hugged for awhile. Soon we brought, Tessa and Rebecca in...they both did cry, then Ethan came in. He was upset but he didn't cry. I expected that...but than, Jax and Zoie came I together...they sat on me ans Ivan's lap.

Jax-Is the baby Ok?
Faith-No honey...the baby...had to go back home...
Jax-But wasn't this home...
Ivan-The baby had another home before us...it went back home.
Zoie-Isn't it coming back?
Ivan-Pumpkin, think of it like you not going back with Mommy and Luke right...you stayed there for a little bit and then you're never coming back right.

I hugged Jax and he started crying. I started crying again. This day is shit.