mistrust by sexuality

Amanda's first day

Amanda ,Amanda , as mom shouted yes mom dont forget you have an appointment after school sweetheart i wont mom as i told her omg! I hate doctors there bad and they make me worse as i looked down.

HONK honk!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As the school bus honk the horn i see you later and i kissed her bye and dashed to the bus omg another boring day at Manchester high man i wish i was in college already as i sigh to myself as the bus drove away from my stop i grab my notebook and jog down things i overlooked old negative things i put down i try to stay as postive as possible i look at my arm and had a look of shame and i waited. For the bus to stop and get the other kids i notice one kid that was fantasic handsome he was so quite bad but i like it was something bout him he sat in front i guess i was to ugly for him to notice me my friend janae sat by me and sad hi i said hi best friend and she said me n my girlfriend aren't as lovey as we was in the beginning you know i felt a little sad for janae she was prettiest girl at Manchester high and her girlfriend was hella adorable but me i was the old dorky one but my friends try to raise my emotions and make me feel beautiful.

I stared at the mysterious boy for the whole first period , for 50 mins his name was zach i was so shocked of how he talked he was Bad Bad Bad! My friends say dont be mistrusted of how most people may look or act hes no good julie said Mr.warren said Listen , class today we are learning about love and sexuality like myself , im confused about my sexuality i like guys alot but something bout Lexi and janae that has me attractive to girls i wrote in my dairy ,

September,

21

Dear, dairy

today's is a day of learning of sexuality and love but who am im ? Is my question ? My sexuality is so difficult like so hard i like this bad boy but my friends says hes no good but them my sexual attraction to females like lexi and janae (ex's) lexi is adorable and pretty smart mixed cute waist and smile pretty changeable eyes just every boy dream girl,

Janae is tall nice boobs dimples perf perf smile nice butt small waist curly hair mixed frm tacoma nice swagg every lesbian dream lexi is too like gosh im sooooooo confused

-signed

Confused &lost

As class was over with janae said wow he was saying real stuff and she looked at her notebook picture of her and lexi and a tear came down her face and she said i miss her it been a whole month and my life has been terrible and bad i never felt so un completed without her Amanda she said janae dont cry just go to her tell her how you feel sweetheart trust me it will work perfectly and she said thanks Amanda and walked to lexi and said lexi and lexi said what do you want? El Pedro and janae said baby im sorry i thought you had sex with Hannah im sorry lexi said too late now i cant believe you and walked away janae followed her please bae forgive me and lexi kept walking away.