Clichés In the Dark Past {FIN}[Editing]

Chapter Twenty.

Bey's P.O.V.

Jay and I sung along to 'We Dem Boyz' by Wiz Khalifa while we cruised down the road to New Mexico. We saw a telephone booth up the road and I knew that both of us needed to use it. He pulled to a stop and I went in first, placing my 3 quarters in the correct spot. I dialed the number and it rung a few times before I heard her sweet voice.

"Hello?" It immediately brought tears to my eyes when I thought of how much I missed her.

"Hey. It's me," I replied as I wiped the tears away from my eyes.

"Beyoncé..." I could tell she was crying by the way her voice wavered back and forth. "Oh my God, are you okay?"

"Yes, Solo, I'm alright."

"BeyBey please come home.. Mama said she would get the best lawyer in town so you could get the least amount of time as possible." That made me cry even harder. I missed my family that I hadn't seen in months.

"I'm sorry Solo but I can't come back home." I whispered as I watched through the glass at Jay going throught the trunk. It looked like they had recovered our money and guns from earlier. His friends sure know how to do their shit. The sun was setting and I looked out at the horizon as her voice echoed in my ears.

"Is it because of Shawn? Bey, it's okay, there are so many other people out there."

"There are a lot of other people out there, but none of them are for me unless they are him. I love him, Solo and not you or mom or dad or anyone can change that. I'm not leaving him. We're going to be together until the end of time and you're just going to have to accept that." I heard her sobs get louder and I just prayed that Mama couldn't hear her.

"Just tell me.... Where are you?" I sighed as tears continued to glaze my eyes.

"I can't tell you that, Solange. Listen, I have to go now, okay? Take care of mom and dad and tell them I love them. Tell Kelly I miss her. I love you."

"Wait Be-" I hung up the phone and stared at it for a few seconds before stepping out of the booth and letting Jay go in. I leaned against the side of the car, facing him, and let him make his call.

"Yeah hey Kev," I made out. "No Ima need you to hook up a deal for me..... No where is he? .... Okay thanks for telling me ...... No not yet maybe next week or in a few days depending on how things go ..... Yea I was thinking that too." I let the words he was speaking fade into the background as I began to run my hands up and down my thighs, catching his attention. I licked my thumb and ran it down in between my breasts before rubbing my hands against my ass and sending him a nasty wink. I could tell he was losing focus on his conversation as he stared at my body, allowing me to seduce him. I opened the door to the booth and walked in. I completely ignored the phone he had next to his ear and smashed my lips onto his, letting his hands roam over my body. I ran my acrylic nail down his chest, as he slipped his tongue into my mouth. He squeezed my ass while I began to palm him through his pants. My foot began to pop up against the glass as he pressed me against the wall, making me moan into the kiss and he moaned back while I continued palming him. At this point the phone was hanging down and I could hear muffled 'hello?'s but we ignored them. I finally bit his lips and pulled back before relasing it and letting it pop back into place. We ignored the call he was making and got back into the car before speeding down the road.

After driving for about two more hours, we arrived at a motel where Jay got the key to a room and we headed up to the room with the black duffel bags that were in the trunk. I knew one was my clothes and makeup, another was his clothes and our toiletries. I made sure that those were there before Kanye left for the prison. I was simply exhausted, and I could tell he was too. He turned on the TV and laid down on the bed, and I followed suit, resting my head so that I could hear his heartbeat. A heartbeat is so precious. You don't realize how precious it is until you don't hear it anymore.

"I missed you," I said as we barely paid any attention to Family Guy.

"I missed you too, princess," he replied, kissing the top of my head.

"So what's next?" He pursed him lips together and began to play with my hands that were much smaller than his.

"Well, I was thinking we handle some business in New Mexico and then we head upwards to Washington, then bring it back down to Nevada before we finally hit California." I sighed of relief, hoping our journey would soon be over and we could live in peace out of the US.

"I just want to be with you wherever we go," I mumbled, suddenly all in my feelings. He rubbed his arm up and down mine soothingly and I smiled slightly.

"Babe?"

"Yes, PopPop?" I said as we continued playing with each other's hands.

"When do you want to get married?" I grinned wide and thought of a good time.

"Well I can go out looking for a dress tomorrow and we can get married in New Mexico," I added with an even wider smile than before. The thought of being completely united to him just made my heart do backflips. I've wanted this for so long. I don't need some fancy ceremony and my dad to walk me down the aisle. I just want to be his and that's all that matters. Everything else is minor compared to that.

"Sounds good to me. I just want you to be Mrs. Carter," he responded and I looked up at him and kissed his lips in satisfaction.

"I'm excited to be Mrs. Carter," I said, and our lips melted together yet again. I know marriage is a big step, but Shawn and I have been together for 2 years now and the fact that our relationship has stayed strong through this whole thing says a lot about the love we have for each other. Of course, he's done some things that've hurt me and I'm sure I've done some things that hurt him as well. But I'm learning to accept the mistakes in this relationship. Love is an act of endless forgiveness. Love is giving up my right hurt to hurt you for hurting me. Forgiveness is the final act of love.

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A/N

So the telephone scene and the last quote are both from the OTR tour/HBO special so ya'll can actually look at that lmao, look at Maia gettin all inspired and shit. Lmao. I REAAAAAAALLY want to publish the wedding chapter but I'm not doing it unless I get 15 comments. Lol idk if it will get that many before Friday but if it does then I'll update before then. IF not, just expect the update on Friday. THAT CHAPTER IS JUST SO OMG I JUST YALL NEED IT IN YOUR LIVES. Sorry I am in love with that chapter, it's my fave so I hope I can get these 15 comments. Vote, comment, etc. Thanks for reading!

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