You were doing so well
Then you teared yourself down
Thinking about the past
About the thoughts
And the casts
And the different types of acts
How you hid behind closed walls
And were afraid of the public
Of the people
Of your Friends
Your friends...
How could you be scared of your friends
You start to tear out your hair
Your hand starts to hurt from gripping so hard
You want to talk
To say you're alright
But no one would get what your saying
Cause they didn't know there was a first
Don't know its a relapse
Don't know that you're lost
So you scream at yourself
Hating you can't make a sound
But you know this is always how its been
The loneliness, the silent despair
The quiet whispers of death
How they comfort you so
For the devil has been there
No matter how far you go
Always comforting
A soothing grace
You know it's wrong, but you love his embrace
You can't help but love the chilling voice,
You learn to love it
When it's the only thing you know
It never goes
You know it will never abandon,
Never leave you alone,
It may push certain fears
But never too far
Not to a breaking point that would make you soar
Through the sky
Never ending
Freedom at last
You shouldn't submit
This you know
But it's alright
No one will ever know
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Hey all!
This poem is more on the sadder side, sorry... I was hoping to leave it on a happy note, but, you can't just stop creativity.
Oops,
Anyways, I hope all of your guys days go well and they you enjoy the sun (if you have it)!
I would love if you guys could hit that small star in the corner of your screen! And any comments you be so amazing!
Love you guys so much
F.E.Rose <3
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The Fighter
PoetryPoems about self discovery, Leaning how to love yourself and realizing how others impact you How you can start off in a dark place, but don't give up because there is always light at the end of the tunnel. Just remember, if you every feel alone ...