Vulnerable || Soobin x Huening Kai

i'm his

Kai pov.

I felt something soft, wet and cold hit my forehead. I woke up to the best thing in the world but, gonna be over, huh?
"Good morning," he got on top of me and lays down on me. I wrapped my arms around him, legs on his waist. He looked down at me, smirked, and went straight to my neck. I got goosebumps, my heart is racing. He started to kiss my neck, I tried to hold it in but, I couldn't. He started to suck on my neck then I moaned. I was super embarrassed that I didn't hold it, i covered my mouth. Soobin raises his head to see if I'm alright.
"Sorry," I start to panic, "I didn't know what to do." I start to tear up, what if he hates me? Leaves me?
He pushed my hair from my face away, "you sounded amazing. Has anyone ever done that to you?" I start to play with my fingers.
He get off from on top of me and he picks me up, he opens the door, "Where your bathroom, you need to wash those tears away." I point to where I was, I cover my face. He carried me there and put me in the counter. He gets a towel, wets it, then dabs my face.
" let me see your neck," he said reaching his hand to my neck. I turned it and he gasped.
"Maybe I went to hard on you," he said. I turn around and see two big reddish/purple bruises. I kinda liked it.
I look at him, "Thank you."
" You shouldn't be thanking me, I went in a little to hard." So shook my head. He smiled.
Soobin picked me up, "let's get some food than buy some clothes for us. I didn't know I was going to stay over but, I am so, I need clothes." I nodded.
We got up and left. He ordered a car to come to us, uber, the call was named uber. What a strange name. He opened the door for me and let me in. Than in the car he held my hand. His hands were always so cold. Soobin grabbed something from his pocket, a bandaids. He put a big one on my neck. We go to this breakfast place and shared a meal. We share a meal of tofu and eggs which pancakes. Some times he would tell me to open wide, than he would feed me... with his chopsticks. The whole time I just wished we were at home, I want to be with him in bed again. Later at the store we had a great time. We went clothes shopping. Soobin bought everything, pants, shirts, underwear, jackets. Soobin basically beg me to buy something but, I kept telling him no. If my dad found out I bought myself clothes, he would kill me!
"My dad buys all my clothes."
"Well, I'm your dad now," he smirked. I blushed a little. When we got our bags back I tried to hold them.
"Dad makes me carry the bags, if he saw me without bags, he would be upset."
He shook his head and let me carry it, in the end I just made him upset.
We started to walk around the mall, "Awwe, kai!! Do you want some ice cream?" He rubbed my checks.
"I'm sorry I made you mad," I said.
"I'm not upset cutie, I just don't want your hands to hurt. You're a little on the skinny side." My heart shattered.
"Oh," I said try not to cry. Soobin got me ice cream but, still didn't make me feel better. I didn't think me being that skinny was noticeable. My dad makes comments on how skinny I am but, he makes comments on everything I do. On the way back we are both quite. I'm mostly trying hard to not think about what just happened and finishing my ice cream. It take me forever to finish eating.
We finally came home and we both went into my room. He was changing into his Sleep clothes which was just sweatpants and a shirt and I was still eating my ice cream.
"Your never going to finish that ice cream," he joked. I just nodded and looked down. I was staring to finish my ice cream now I just need to eat the waffle. He had both arms crossed and looked me finish it.
"Look I'm sorry, is there anything I could do to make You happy." I stared to tear up, he came closer and hugged me. We both fell on the bed, removed the bandaid gently.
"Ow," I light said under my breath. He looked at them, looked back at me and went in. He went from the bottom of my neck to the top of my cheeks.
"Moan for me," he told me in between the kissing. I stopped holding it in and lightly let it out. Than he lingered to my lips. Once he put his lips on mine we were both kissing. Our light kissing turned into him placing his tongue into my mouth, my tongue joining in. I let him take the lead, I don't know how to do anything. His younger just took over my mouth and I gave up. He pulled away to breath for a minute. My heart started to race, I looked at him with dead eyes. My only thought is what if my dad found out? I began to sob, I my heart still racing from all the fear.
" Why are you crying, did I hurt you?" He look terrified.
I shook my head, "what if my dad found out?"
"How would he find out? Are you going to tell him." He asked curious.
I shook my head, "Do you want to sleep for a while?" I nodded my head. He closed the curtains and laid down. I crawled to him like a baby looking for it's mom. He took me in and let me in. He got out of his pocket his phone and put on a show for me.
"Watch this til you sleep," he stroked my head. I nodded and watched it. But after 5 minutes I fell asleep.