My Second First Love

Same way I felt...

Lizzy POV:

I was sitting in my next class waiting for the bell to ring when Dashawn ran in. I sighed angrily, as if it can get worse!

He walked over to me and looked at me. I just looked straight ahead as if he didn't exist. He sighed and tried to grab my hand but I yanked it back.

"What? Don't you got a bitch to take care of?!?" I spat coldly. "She's my ex girlfriend Liz" I claimed.

"So why did you kiss her?" I was still looking ahead. "She kissed me!! I was confused as fuck ma!" he said pleading.

"Hmph! You was obviously kissing her back from my point of view." I laughed. "See, that's where you're wrong! You assumed that I kissed her back, but I didn't" he said quickly.

The bell rang and people started filing in. I looked at him and said ”Get the fuck out of my face" and looked back at the board. He punched the teachers desk and walked out. I laughed and preceded what the teacher said and wrote down on my paper.

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I got out my car and went in the house. I called my mom's name but didn't get anything back. I sighed. Still at work...

I went to the kitchen and made me some mac-n-cheese, it always calms me down. I still haven't talked to Dashawn yet and I'm not planning to for a while.

I finished my snack and worked what little homework I had. When I got finished, I decided to text Jazzy.

✴MizzyLizzy✴: Hey Jaz, wyd?

✖BadJaz✖: Gyrl nothing, I wanna do something thooo!!

✴MizzyLizzy✴: Likeeeee?

✖BadJaz✖: Idk, something...

I sat and thought about what we could do. Mall, nope. Study, noooo. I was still in the middle of thinking when I got another text.

Bæ: Still mad?

Bæ: Come on, you can't be mad.

Bæ: Just answer.

Bæ: Fine

Are you serious?!? I didn't get a chance to reply!!!! *Bing!*

✖BadJaz✖: There's a party tonight!! We should go!!!!

I thought about it.... Stay st home, Party....

✴MizzyLizzy✴: TURN TF UP!!!

I ran upstairs and hoped in the shower for 15 minutes and lotioned myself down with Victoria Secrets Amber Romance.

I then put on a hot pink dress with my sides cut out and it stopped at my thighs. I grabbed my black heart earrings and put them in, I grabbed my keys phone and took a picture for Instagram.
@Lizzy_To_Good Going to a party, #turntfup!!

I hopped in my Camaro and drove to Jazzy house. I honked my horn and she came out with the same thing on, it was just purple. She got in the car bouncing up and down.

”TURN THE FUCK UP!!!!!" she screamed. I laughed and headed towards the party, it's gonna be a long night!! When we got there, it was loud and crunk. I parked across the street and me and Jazzy got out and walked in like we was the shit.

Hoes was hating, niqqa's waiting. Like damn I know I'm cute but y'all ain't it!!! Booty Hopscotch-Kstylis came on so me and Jaz got on the floor and did our thing. I twerked on a few guys for a few songs but I got tired me and Jazzy headed to the bar. I ordered a Shirley Temple and she ordered a Virgin Mary.

I was finishing my drink when Robert came up to me. I gave him a stank look. "What you want?" I asked. "To talk in private" he replied. I looked and sighed.

"Five minutes" I simply said and headed to a empty hallway upstairs. I turned and looked. "Talk". He sighed before he began talkining. "Look I know I cheated on you but damn, everyone deserves a second chance. I will admit I did cheat on you with Brittany more than once but she was a quick nut. Please take me back..." he rubbed his hands over his face.

"3, 2, 1. First I'd like to say why you wanna admit now? I don't fucking know. Second, I will not get back with you because you fucked her more than one. Like, was I not fucking good enough? Why did you even stay in a fucking relationship with me????? Huh?!? I think it's best if we keep our distance because I still want to beat your ass. I want to even fuck her-" before I could finish he started kissing me.

I was confused for .2 seconds but I snapped back into reality and tried to push him away. I couldn't though cause he was to damn strong. I suddenly felt him being ripped away from me and into the wall.

I looked down and saw Dashawn on Robert beating him till he was bleeding badly. I kept screaming for Dashawn to get off and when he finally did he gave me the most disgusted look ever.

"So you kissing him now?!?" he asked sharply. "Tf no! He fucking kissed me! And you saw me trying to push his ass off!" I semi-yelled. "Then why was you kissing him back???" he asked loudly. Tears started falling freely. ”I WASN'T FUCKING KISSING HIM!! SO NOW YOU KNOW HOW IT FUCKING FEELS! NOW YOU KNOW HOW I FELT WHEN JAMIE KISSED YOU!!" I screamed and ran out the party wiping me tears.

I heard Dashawn calling and running after me, but I didn't stopped. I was furious, hurt, confused and I couldn't hide the emotions. I got in my car and sped off letting Jazzy find her own way home.

When I got home, I fell on my bed and for the first time, cried myself to sleep.

Dashawn POV:
Now I know how she felt......
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ANNNNNNNND DONE!!!! YALL EXPECTED THAT?!? YALL, TBH I SORTA GOT MAD WHEN I WAS WRITING THIS. I GUESS BECAUSE IF THAT HAPPENED TO ME I'LL BE WORSE!!
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~Alisha~