Kissing the pain away

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Hadley's POV
*possible trigger warning*(maybe)
*slight mature content*
"Harry what are you doing?" I am not sure how I feel right now and he's scaring me.
" BRO WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SO QUIET?"
He continues what he's doing without responding at all as if I never spoke . He's hovering slightly above me and is basically inspecting every detail of my expression searching for any worry. I bite my lip and nod assuring him that it's okay and he knows that if I'm uncomfortable I'll shut shit down. He looks over my features once more.
"Fuck how do you look so damn beautiful all time?" He says almost angrily before kissing my lips hungrily at first and then slowly. I can't believe this is happening. I run tongue on the outer edge of his bottom lip but he doesn't accept it he just pushes his mouth against mine stopping to kiss the tip of my nose. He then stops completely and lifts himself up.
" I want to kiss your scars, the ones I caused from the start." He says his eyes apologizing to me.
" You never hurt-." I'm cut off by him.
"Please Hadley." He says his voice cracking.
I bite my lip and nod. He starts at the ends of my collarbones where I burned myself. He stops.
" I know I caused this. I'm sorry I wasn't there. But dammit Hadley. Why?" He says his lips lingering over the burn marks. He then moves to the area above my belly button where I used to leave scratches from a blade. He leaves kisses that are so light like butterfly wings on each puffy scary.
" I'm so sorry baby." He says after each one.
Finally it's the ones that left the most visible scars. The scars from the blades that spread from my thigh to just below my hip bones.  He pauses for a moment tracing the words " I love you" and " I'm sorry"  on my scars. He then leans down and leaves a kiss followed by tears that fell off his cheeks onto my hips.
" I hope I can take away the pain even if it's for a minute you have to know that every crevice of your body deserves to be kissed." He whispers.
I begin to cry, tears that are not of sadness but purely due to being overwhelmed. Why does Harry love me so much? He looks up at me and takes his large hands cupping my cheeks and wiping my tears.
" I love you, Hadley Ambrose Parsons." Harry says as he gets up from on top of me and lays beside me . I get up and put my boy shorts on and one of Harry's old t-shirts that is way too big and ends just above my knees. I lay back next to him and snuggle into him.
"I love you, Harry Gregory Hudson." I mumble into his chest, inaudibly.
"What did you say? All I heard was ihsrhejdrvs." He said laughing
I lift my head resting my chin on my hands which are set on his chest.
" I said , "I love you Harry Gregory Hudson." That's all." I tease the seriousness of the matter.
He reaches over to the bed and grabs his wallet, taking out a piece of notebook paper.

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