My Unsaid Words (Compilation Of My Thoughts)

Them

In every practice planned by my group mates,
I'm not there to attend because if I go, I will just flirt according to my parents;
If I asked if I can go out,
They will shout and telling me to stay in the house;

I want to be like a normal teen,
Free to go out with no doubt and worries;
I just want your trust in me,
I know my limitations and responsibility;

When my friends asked me if I can go with them,
I will smile and refuse;
But damn! I badly want to go,
But my parents would be confuse;

I envy birds because they have freedom,
I envy my friends because they have the trust of their dad and mom,
I want to be a bird who can fly freely,
And like birds,
I have wings but I don't have the right to be free.