Always (Helpless #2)

Eight

JUNGKOOK POV

There aren't lots of things I'm pissed about, usually I'll just go by the saying, the past is in the past, or just let it by. And I don't think about it anymore.

Problem is, I'm pissed at myself.

Why?

I don't feel like myself.

How can I just lash out at Mingyu like that? Mingyu is a nice guy for the short amount of time I know him that is, but I can't help to feel jealous when they talk.

And he is married. And he has a daughter.

And I feel stupid for being jealous over him when he's taken obviously, although in my defense I don't know he's marrief already, I thought he was still pursuing Eunha.

But he's taken, so I no longer feel jealous over him but I do feel irritated at the thought Eunha dating another guy.

And that just pissed me off even more.

I can't pursue her, so no one can? This jealousy inside of me is unacceptable, it doesn't have any logic to figure it out.

And still, I can't seem to get rid of it when I think this happen with another guy.

I'm. Pissed.

"Stop the scowling. We're here."

I glance at V hyung, who seems remotely calm like nothing happened.

I take a deep breath, I'll just try to act normal, in no time I'll be normal around her then.

Nodding to myself, determined, I open the car door and close it, walking to our apartment.

"You don't seem too happy yourself." I reply back to V hyung.

Although he looked emotionless at first glance, if one know him well, they can see that his eyes are more intense than usual which means he's annoyed too, why though is the question.

"The plan worries me."

"And yet you agree with her." There's no need to identify who's her.

"We have no other choice, and you know it too."

I inwardly scowled, at least his worries are reasonable while mine are to say in the least, crazy.

Hanging my coat, I ponder about the plan, it seems to be pretty solid as long as we're careful and blend in pretty well.

"What took you so long? Its past the agreement time, you're lucky Sejin hyung hasn't come yet. I had to mute all of our phones."

Jin hyung came chattering just like his pet, no wonder they're both fond of each other.

Jin hyung, the epitome of the perfect guy in every girl's dream, tall with well structured body and broad shoulders for girls to lean on, handsome in that gentleman way, a great cook, a great singer, and a good sense of humor.

At least in his description, and while all of that is true-unsure about perfect in every girls-he is also a talkative and the drama out of the rest of us.

"Thanks, hyung. We've still got fifteen minutes before the staff come." I nod at him, enjoying the way his brows raised and his eyes widen.

"And you didn't even thank me." He turned to V hyung.

"Thank you, hyung. Where are the others?"

As if on cue, Jimin hyung appear behind Jin hyung, and frowned instantly.

"What happened to the hair disguise?"

"We're running short on time and the hair disguise will leave our hair knotted on the inside, stylist will ask questions. Where's-"