Tom Holland imagines

Fights T.H

You and Tom don't fight very often. Hardly at all actually. But when you do, boy does it get heated.

Tom would get home from work after having a bad day and he wouldn't even say hello, he would walk right passed you and to the couch, pulling out his phone.

You'd say "hey babe, how was work" and he would say it was fine without looking away from his phone screen.

You would wondering why he is acting strange so you would ask him hesitantly if he is alright but he would just snap at you, saying that he already told you he was fine. You wanted to be upset but you were just angry that he was taking his anger and stress out on you.

"Someone is grumpy" you would mumble under your breath as you started to walk away and continue with what you were doing, but he would just stay on his phone, mumbling something like "Don't start, I'm not in the mood", and that just fueled your angry.

So you'd fire back "Well I'm not your punching bag, so stop treating me like one", you wanted to stop the argument there but of course you couldn't. The argument would continue for a few minutes more until he shouted "God, sometimes I wish I never came back here!".

Now you were upset, he knew very well that you got sad when he left you for all of those long months while he was filming but what came next just slipped out. "Good, don't come back because I never loved you!". You realised what you said and ran off to your room, locking it and sliding down the hard wood. Tom, who was too distracted with guilt of what he said to you, took after you to the bedroom, his brain not registering what you had said yet.

Hearing your angry grunts as you presumably threw something, only then did he remember what you said, "she never loved me" he whispered to himself. His heart shattered. Tears welled in his eyes and streamed down his cheeks, he couldn't stop the sobs that erupted from his throat, the mere thought of you not loving him back made it feel as though someone was crushing his lungs.

You were so angry with yourself that you didn't realise Tom on the other side of the door until you heard him heart breaking cries. All you wanted in that moment was to take him into your arms and tell him you were sorry, because you did love him , with all of your heart, but you didn't trust yourself at the moment and you thought he wouldn't want to see you anyway so you just sat and listened, tears of your own streaming down your face.

Tom couldn't bring himself to ask you if what you said was true so he went back to the living room, sliding down the back of the couch and sobbing into his hands.

"She doesn't love me" he sobbed over and over until he eventually cried himself to sleep with exhaustion.

A couple of hours later, you slowly made your way out of the bedroom because you finally decided to face Tom, you knew he was super stressed with work and screaming at him wasn't helping either, but the sight you were met with made your heart crack. Tom, passed out on the wooden floor, his innocent sleeping face red and blotchy, dry tears on his cheeks and his breathing still a little uneven. Tears almost welled in your eyes just looking at him, but you force them back and quietly crouched down beside him, brushing a stray curl of hair off of his eyes.

"Tommy" you whispered, "Come on, let's get you to bed, you'll get sore laying here"

Tom's eyes slowly opened, but when his glassy eyes met yours, they filled with those big, salty tears that made you see him as a young boy again. He sat up quickly and grabbed my hand, his breathing picking up at an alarming rate.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm just stressed and tired but I know that isn't an excuse, I promise I'll always come back, so please be here when I come back, please tell me you love me back-" he couldn't even finish his rambling he was sobbing so hard.

I hugged him tightly, one hand holding his head into the crook of my neck, the other rubbing soothing circles on his back and sides. He held onto you like a lifeline- and you were to him, you were his everything, and he couldn't loose you. After he eventually calmed down and got his breathing even, the only thing that could be heard was both of your quiet sniffles, yes you cried too, seeing him in such a state that you caused made you heart break.

You cupped his face in your hands gently and looked him dead in the eye.

"I will always be here when you come back, I love you more than you know" you smiled softly at him and he returned a weak one, but still so full of love. You kissed his forehead sweetly and he sighed in exhaustion and content, "I love you so much".

You manage to get him changed and under the covers where he immediately wrapped his arms around you waist and buried his head in your chest.

"I promise I will always love you".

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A bit sad but it's okay, trying to write a bunch at the moment so I get publish more at once :))