50 Shades Darker.

chapter 3

Selena POV:

Chapter 3;

My breath hitched more and more as I looked at him. HE had changed these past few years. He's hair is now all shaved off. He's grown a mustache and he no longer wears suits. It's a simple tee shirt, that can stick to he's body, making me see he's muscles.

Fuck.

"What?" I spat out harshly. After 2 years, he comes now? I can't believe him.

"I want you back"

And those three words, made me finally set off.

"No! I can't believe you right now. Like seriously? You cheated on me and made me feel like I'm not worth it. Then you didn't apologize. Then you let me cry gthen all of sudden you come back when I finally move on?!" I couldn't believe he is doing this right now.

"I never meant for us to break up"

I rolled my eyes, why the fuck did you cheat then?

"Just go away" I was about to close the door until he held my hand. It's funny after all these years, is till feel the same sparks.

"Go out with me!" He stated, I rolled my eyes and closed the door.

But yet again, he held it open. "Go out me with me" he said once again.

I thought about it. If he's trying to make things work out with us, he doing a good job at it

"Fine, I'll go out with you, because I'm hungry. But we are just talking" I told him him quickly.

He smiled and nodded, "I'll pick you up at 6:00 sharp" he told me and closed the door.

What have I done?

...

"Mabye you can wear this?" Kendall said, holding up a black dress.

I shook my head no. "What about this?" Hailey, held up a mini skirt and a crop top.

It's sexy, but it'd not too sexy. "No, we need something more, sexy"

They all looked at me "What?"

They all laughed and shook thier heads.

"Guys, how about this" Harmony held up a red dress, it was Strap less, but it was more beautiful that way.

I grabbed the dress and ran to the bathroom, putting it on.

Justin's POV:

Chapter 3;

I saw Selena today, I didn't know she was gonna be there. I've been searching for her for the past 2 years. But she broke all contact with me. I felt like I lost a piece of me, that I didn't know I needed. I stopped talking to Rose- well stopped having sex with her, she was mad,but I let it go. She was just a good fuck.

So know I was thinking if I should wear a si
Suit or normal tee shirt and pants.

"Honey?" My mom came into the room "Where you going?"

My mom doesn't really know my situation with Selena. She knows I cheated but she doesn't know the whole story.

"Uh, I'm going on a date" I told her and fixed my tie.

She smirked and nodded "With Selena?" She gave me a loving look.

"How the hell do you know that?" I screamed at her.

"Ah, ah ah, watch your attitude Mr. I'm your mother, u know everything at every time on everyday. Sweetie, good luck, I know how much you lik her. The way you look at her, you never looked at Hailey that way, I used to wonder why? But now I know" I nodded as I listened to her.

"Good luck baby" she kissed my forehead, and left.

I'm happy my momma knows about my life, the couple of years have been hard for me. After me and Selena broke up, I dated Rose for a while. She was in Love with me. But it was a one sided relationship. It's kind like me and Hailey, she loves me, but I had some sort of feelings for her, but I realized I was just needing a good fuck. Then after I stopped working for about 5 months, I remember watching Selena pack her bags. I tired talking to her, but all she did was ignore me. I was hurt. Really hurt.

My depression over Selena, had gotten worse, when I started cutting. I was self harming myself over a girl! And I don't usually cry over women, so this is weird die me. But I knew my feelings for her are strong and I can't stop thinking about it.

I remember when my father came to visit, long story short, he's dead. Yes, my father is dead. I mean I'm upset, but I had know form of similarities between us. I didn't look up to him the way I should have. I had a rough childhood. It wasn't all fun and games. My father and mother had me at 16, and then my father had an affair with some stripper, and It broke my mother's heart. I guees that's why I never believed in love. My father made me think that love is a waste if time. But once I met Selena, everything he's changed.

People say I've changed for the worst. But really, change is not good for some people. But I changed for Selena. I don't usually trust easily. I have bad times to keep friendship and, relationship-well a fuck buddy relationship, but I've had some time where I don't trust people. Like I can't trust my father. I trust my mom and my siblings, jazzy and Jaxon, but not anyone outside of family. Selena is the first one to do so.

I looked at the mirror and fixed my tie, getting my back I was finally going to talk to her. After years of me crying and shit, u finally get to talk about it. I'm so excited

"You can do this Justin" I told myself before going downstairs

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Hello people.... did you see Justin's performance at Coachella? Yeah I've got a lot to say about that.

Anyways, I think he needs to go to rehab. He looked drunk on the stage, and he sang sorry, you know Selena and first love and-never mind.

Please, don't ever self harm yourself. It's the worst thing to do on earth. If you have a problem, come DM me on Instagram. I'm always open. Coming from a girl that suffers from depression, it's not always w best idea. Talk to a adult, or a friend. But don't let it eat you up alive. The more you pretend you're okay, the more it's gonna get worse. The it's not worth it.

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