He was there... kissing Natalia....
The one person I never thought would do this, clearly I meant nothing to him. The thought and sight of him kissing her made me feel sick to my stomach and instantly my heart dropped. I thought he liked me... he lied to me...
I couldn't stay there any longer watching this, what seemed like hours of me seeing him kiss her was only a mere few seconds. I turned on my feet and ran out of the room sobbing slamming the door behind me, I heard Jackson shout behind me followed by Chase running out of the door behind me but I couldn't face him right now. I ran through the crowds of thousands of fans but I couldn't even let them see me like this... I never knew someone I loved so much could hurt me so much aswell. He broke me... he broke my heart.
As I got to my room I saw Sam sat on his bed as he must of finished the meet and greet without us. He's the only person I can open up to, he's the only person I can truly trust. I laid on the bed next to him placing my head face down on his legs as he allowed me to cry into his lap, "sig it's okay... breath" his voice relaxed me as I raised my pale face to his. "I.. I saw him... I saw him kiss Natalia..." saying this made everything seem more real, he pulled me into a hug as I cried into his shoulder. Love hurts... but Chase hurt me more...
After about 30 minutes of crying to Sam and him calming me down my tears were still in the backs of my eyes but I would not let them show. Sam has to go back out but I needed some alone time anyway, i began cleaning our room by putting some clothes in the drawers making everything more organised. I raised my pillows up to fluff them out seeing Chases shirt under my pillow... I pulled it to chest and let a single tear escape into it before wiping my cheeks and putting it In the bottom of my suitcase. I then grabbed my phone to check the time realising I had 17 missed calls from Chase and around 30 iMessages from him.
Chase💓
Chase;
Sig answer the phone please!
Chase;
I'm sorry Sig... please let me explain
Chase;
Please tell me where you are I'm worried!
Chase;
Signa please answer! I can't lose you...
These messages meant nothing at the moment I wanted to hear what his explanation was... I needed to know why...
Chase💓
Sig;
Come to hotel room...
Chase;
Signa I'm sorry... im coming now
I sat on the bed patiently beginning to think what I wanted to say to him and just hoping he had the perfect explanation to his actions. I was mad really mad and upset but he just means so much to me...
"Signa?!" I hear Chases out of breath voice say as he bursts through the door, "I'm sorry, I can explain everything just please... listen to me" he said with senserity in his voice. "Chase do you know how much courage it took for me to tell you I like you?" I said aggressively then standing up, "Signa..." "Exactly no you dont! And you go kiss another girl after me telling you how I feel about you..." I couldn't hold in my anger no longer. "Signa I can explain I promise... please just let me" he said slowly stepping towards me grabbing my hand gently, his touch just reminded me of my love for him but I needed to hear what he had to say. We sat together at the end of my bed, I left a large gap in between us as I still don't know what it will take for me to forgive him... but what I did know was that I loved him and I always would.
"I went into the lounge kitchen to grab something I had bought for you and Natalia was in in there also, I went to grab it and she was questioning who I had bought it for. I told her the truth I said it was for a beautiful, intelligent, funny and the most amazing person I had ever met and she must of got the wrong idea. She took the wrong idea and kissed me... she's my told me just before Playlist how she felt about me but I could never think of her in that way so I had to tell her otherwise but she didn't take it in I guess... Signa please you have to believe me..." he said but I just still couldn't comprehend the fact they kissed. "Why though when I walked in did you carry on kissing her Chase?" I just couldn't hold in my emotions any longer, tears once again streamed down my face. "I was in shock Sig... I didn't know it was happening till seconds after! You walked in on the wrong moment Sig..." his eyes became blood shot and red asif he was about to cry Himself but if I wanted us to work I needed to believe him. I looked up from my hands in my lap to his eyes looking at me, I could tell he knew he made a mistake...
I placed my hand softly on his cheek feeling the tears fall onto my hand, i looked into his eye before slowly leaning in to place my lips on his. I pulled away aching to feel my lips on his again as did he... he then followed by placing his large hand on the back of my waist and pulling me onto his lap. Our kiss became rough as his hands slowly made there way into my jeans as his cold touch make me flinch...
Hi guys quick note would you like me to add more SMUT into the chapters? Thanks for reading :)
