My Alpha

Chapter Nine

Grace

We're back to cuddling each other after showering. And no. We didn't shower together. He showered after I was done and here we are now. Cuddling on his bed. Again.
I love his arms around me. I feel safe, secured and loved. I feel important and valued. Treasured. He's brushing my hair with his fingers. He occasionally gives me sweet kisses here and there. It's our moment. It's perfect.
Or so I thought.

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Tyler

"Sweetheart..."
I'm never scared nor nervous until now.  Grace does things to me I never thought I'll know and experience nor feel. I'm hesitant but I need to. I want to do this. For her.
"Hmmm?"
Damn this. Fuck me.
"About Claudia..."
Her breath hitched and she stiffened. Realization dawning on her face.
I pulled her closer to me and made her face me. I looked at her beautiful face and my eyes searched for hers. I held her angelic face with my hand and caressed her cheeks gently with my thumb.
Fuck!
There's undeniable hurt and betrayal on her face. Pain flickered in her eyes. Her eyes glistened with unshed tears.
Damn it! Fuck this! Fuck me! Damn it! Fuck!
"This is all your fault! I told you! I warned you! You're on your one. Good luck."
My wolf is fuming. He hates my guts. He went back at the back of my mind and didn't say anything more.
I can do this. I have to and I certainly will.
I took a long, deep breath before speaking.
"Love, angel, you're my mate, my luna, my queen. You everything to me. You're my world. I love you so much. I'm very much in love with you and only you. I'm whipped. I'm fucking smitten. I'm damn hopeless and I don't give a shit. I only need you. I want only you. I love you. You're the only one for me."
She didn't say anything so I continued.
"I'm so sorry I'm an asshole. I'm very sorry I'm a fucking jerk. I'm sorry. Claudia and everyone else mean nothing. They never did and never will matter. I'm sorry I slept around. I'm fucking sorry I played with lots of women. I'm damn sorry I fucked countless women before you."
I wiped the tears from her eyes.
"I know I messed up. I know I seriously fucked up. I don't deserve you but I can't lose you. You're too good for me but I won't let you go. You don't deserve me. You deserve someone better. Someone good enough, perfect enough to be your mate. But I love you so bad. I'm fucking in love with you. I'll die without you. I'd rather die than lose you."
I kissed her tears away. She closed her eyes and let me.
"I'll do my best to be better. I'll give my all to be the best I can ever be. For you. Just for you. All for you. Only you. Always. I promise. I swear it. I'll make it up to you until I die."
She's still silently sobbing with cute hiccups. May chest constricted with pain. It damn hurts to see her like this. I want to kill myself for doing this to her, for making her like this.
I hugged her and let my tears continuously fall. I let them. I don't care.
She looked up at me and smiled. She smiled. I can't help but smile as well. She hugged me back. I kissed her eyes then pecked her lips.
What she did in return surprised me.

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Grace

Tyler Williams the Great is crying for me. The Great Alpha is crying because of me.
So when he pecked my lips then pulled away, I did what I did.
I pulled him back to me and kissed him deeply, pouring all my emotions through the kiss, praying he'll feel what I feel.
The kiss went deeper and hotter. Our tongues played with each other. I gripped her hair while he hugged me tighter. A six afraid this might end soon.
I can't help but moan into the kiss. I can feel myself getting hotter. I am now wet.
Oh gosh. Goodness gracious.
He groaned.
I moaned.
He growled.
I am getting even wetter and I feel impossibly hotter and hotter.
Then he stopped and pulled away, breathing heavily.
He stopped and pulled away!
We're both panting heavily, trying to catch our breaths.

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Tyler

Damn! That's mind blowing! I'm fucking turned on. I have a raging hard on. Fuck this. I'll have to take care of this.
"That was amazing, baby. You're incredible. I've never felt the same. I don't know how to properly describe it." I said, smiling. I kissed her head.

"I've never felt that way before either. And I also have no idea how to correctly describe it. No words would suffice." She replied, blessing me with her breathtaking smile. Her eyes are twinkling.

"I need another shower, darling."

She blushed but nodded.

I gave her a brief kiss before going into the bathroom.  I found her already sleeping when I'm done so I joined her and pulled her closer.

"Goodnight, baby. I'm so damn fucking sorry for everything. Thank you for coming into my life. I love you very much." I lovingly looked at her sleeping face.

I happily closed my eyes and a content sign escaped my lips. Let's just say I've never been peaceful and I had the best sleep ever.