Wait

Chapter 4

I finally got that call from Jay that I've been waiting for the reason was the books. Today I'm gonna visit him and I am so excited, so I decided to dress my best for my baby, it sucks though because I have been gaining weight, prolly due to the stressing. Once I was dressed, I got in the car and drove off to the Juvenile Hall which was three hours away, but of course I didn't mind because this will always be worth it. Though there wasn't anybody on the rode I still made sure to drive in the speed limit because I ain't got a license.

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Once I got the Juvenile Hall I already had security on my ass. They patted me down, checked through my purse, and made me go through a metal detector. But again I say it's all worth it, because I get to see my baby.

I sat down and waited for all the prisoners to come out, most of them acted like they never seen a female when I walked in, but I was only here for one person.

"Finally," I whispered when I saw the person I've been waiting anxious to see for these weeks.

I walked up to the phone he sat at, "hey bae," I said and I couldn't help my smile.

"Hey ma, I missed you," he said smiling.

"Of course you did," I said flipping my hair.

"As cocky as ever."

"Wherever... Who would have ever knew orange was your color, you look good bae."

"Of course I do."

"Don't flatter yourself sweetie."

"So how the world treatin' ya?"

"I mean I'm living right?"

"Bae we'll get through this."

"I know but it's just hard with you no there and all, like I just miss my rock, I miss walking hand and hand with me through the park, I miss looking at all the children and talking about how we are gonna get married and have three of them. It just sucks that I have no one to tell my problems to everyday, no one to calm me down when I get over emotional and I'm getting really emotional lately. I just want me best friend back and these stupid bastards took all that away from me," I said of course getting emotional.

"Hey it's okay bae, you know I'll call as much as possible and you can always write me. I know it's hard but like I said we'll get through this ma, just ride fo' me. And with that whole baby thing we good just wait for me and we'll make the rest."

"What do you mean?"

"You're pregnant!"

"No I'm not."

"Bae what you talking 'bout you not pregnant? All the signs are there, you tell me you have morning sickness, you're gaining weight, you're over emotional, ma, you pregnant. Don't be naive, I know you may not want this but it's happening whether you like it or not."

"Well I just thought because the tests said no that I wasn't, but I'll defiantly go to the doctors when I get back."

"Are you excited?" He asked with the biggest smile on his face.

"I will be when you get out of here."

"Bae I'm gonna get out of course, but that don't mean you can't be excited."

"The fact that you get out isn't a problem to me, I know you're gonna get out, when you get out is the problem."

"We'll think of it like this, if I don't get out as soon as we hope then you now have a person to talk to, you can with through the park with him/her and talk about how they're gonna have two more brothers or sisters when I get out. They can calm you down when you get over emotional, and you never know, you can have a new best friend. It's a win-win because they get to know how much they mommy love and care for them."