Wait

Chapter 5

On the drive home all I could think about was our conversation. He was being really selfish telling me I need to wait for him forever, which makes no sense because the law would never allow us to be together ever if he gets life. Like I understand that you love me and all, but like I said you got to set me free. I highly doubt your possible child want to see they mother unhappy everyday. Also I thought a lot about the baby, if I have one, when I think about it's gonna fun, I just have to get it pass my mom, but other than that Jay was right I will have someone to talk to and calm me down. Someone to get Jay of my mind, someone that can get me busy other than school.

***

"Ma'!" I yelled once I walked into the house.

I was dreading this moment right here, since I'm only 15 my parent still has to go to my doctor appointments so I might as well tell her now.

"Yes baby?" She yelled back.

"Where are you?"

"Living room!"

"Hey," I said walking into the living room.

"Hey baby, how'd it go?"

I took a deep breath.

"It went good, he thinks I'm pregnant though."

"What do you mean pregnant?"

"Like having a baby."

"Fuck you mean pregnant?"

"Mom, I never meant-!"

"Don't talk lil' girl, I didn't raise you to be goin' around gettin' pregnant by no no life's!"

"Ma' I didn't mean it, I thought we were protected enough"

"I knew yo' lil' fast tail was pregnant! And look at that, yo' baby daddy in jail!"

"He's gonna get out!"

"I don't give a damn and when he get back you better live with him with yo' lil' fast ass!"

"Ma', please?"

"No go, get out of my presense, matter of fact, get out of my house!"

"Ma no!" I pleaded.

"You think I'm playing? go pack yo' shit and leave my house! I ain't have no lil' pregnant girl walkin' around my house."

"Fine," I whispered.

"Bye. You better be lucky that I'm letting you get yo' sh!t!" She yelled as I walked up the stairs.

I got all my suitcases and packed as much as I could, I knew this was gonna happen, like I had a gut feeling she was gon' do this simply because her mother did the same thing to her when she was having me. I wouldn't do this to my child, especially when she/he if going through a tough time. Thank God I have Jay's car and house keys, because I would have been stranded. With into an hour I had my whole room packed up and ready, I took my time bringing it to the car because I know this is the last time I'ma see this house.

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When driving to Jay's house I started crying because I realized that I am really all alone for now. Once there, I got out the car and didn't even bother bringing in my things, this is truly making me feel like my mom doesn't love me, I mean I don't even know if I'm pregnant or not. But hey, life is life, you will always eventually find out who loves you.

***

"Hello," I said answering my ringing phone.

"Would you-," said a automatic voice.