Yoongi x Reader ff

Twenty one

I head out towards the coffee shop to meet Jimin.

It had been 15 minutes since I had called him leaving me with 15 minutes left before I had to face him.

The walk from my house to the shop was about 10 minutes.

I just had to remember to breathe. I had to get my scrambled thoughts together and get this over with. I felt incredibly guilty about all of this but it had to be done. I knew that on the surface I was using yoongi as an excuse. There was more to it though I just couldn't quite put my finger on it yet.

Eventually I got to the shop and saw Jimin already sitting at a table there through the glass window.

I sighed as I walked inside and walked towards the table where he was.

He was wearing a beanie and a mask to make it harder to recognize him. Although in my opinion that just made it clear who he was maybe not specific but it was obvious he was a celebrity. I decided to push that thought aside as I sat down across from him.

He looked around and then handed me a mask and a hat. I looked at him with the question in my eyes.

No one really saw you so now is a good time to cover yourself to avoid anymore scandals and protect your identity.

I let out an "o" in understanding as I slipped the items on.

Thanks Jimin.

He hummed in response.

There was silence and it started to get awkward. At this point I just wanted to get this over with

I cleared my throat getting ready to speak.

He interrorpted me.

Umm look y/n I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable with my confession and I just wanted to apologize for that. If you want we can forget about it and I don't want it to rurun our friendship. Even though we haven't known each other for long and you've become distant because of hyung. I mean I get it and im sorry.

I rubbed my temples and sighed.

Look Jimin I'm sorry but for starters I wasn't expecting you to confess. Second I don't feel the same way , not to be rude or anything but I barely know any of you and it's just weird. And third even if I did and we went out it just doesn't seem right and doesn't sit well with me that it would affect Yoongi. After all wether I'm acting like it or not he's my soulmate. I can't change that and I've come to terms with it so if I know this it doesn't make sense to me to go with someone that I know just won't work out with and eventually break up with too. I really hope you understand.

He looked at me and smiled. That was something I want expecting.

He gave out a little chuckle.

Y/n don't worry I was kind of expecting it. I mean when I started that whole letter thing my thought process was that if warm up to you and I'd help you figure that whole soulmate thing out and let you go when you were ready to be with him. I considered him through out this whole thing although it may not seem like it. I admit me liking you was selfish. But what I'm wondering is what's the other reason you're rejecting me. I know there's something else , yea sure the feelings and yoongi but that's not it. I hope you figure it out soon for your sake not mine.

Then he stood up and left after giving me a goodbye hug. I sat there shocked because even he had noticed it. Why didn't I know what it was? This was frustrating.

I guess I have to figure it out so I can continue with my original plan.