Yoongi x Reader ff

Twenty three

It had been three days since I met Lisa. Three days since I'd spoken to any of the boys. Three days since the last time I was a functioning human.

I hadn't been to work or had any connection with anything outside of my cozy home.

The first day had been filled with utter shock. The second with anger. And the third with tears upon tears. I had finally found out what was up with me. I thought people were just supposed to know but I guess I'm that oblivious even to my own self.

At this point I can say I'm not straight or maybe I am and Lisa is just an exception but I dont know at this point nor do i care. The point is that I like a woman.

So upon me admitting this, that I didnt just like men it all sort of started to fall into place. I was extremely shocked. Then it transitioned into anger with myself for not digging deeper and being able to know my own self. Then came the tears because I was scared to admit this to anyone else and I felt like it was a horrible flaw and that it had to be fixed.

Now I was still sitting on my bed with new found determination in the fact that nothing was wrong with me and that I should tell somebody so that I can make this real.

The only reason I needed to make it real was because saying it out loud made more sense to me and it assures me that I was now in control of who I was and what i wanted.

I decided to get changed and ready for the day.

As I looked at myself in the mirror before heading out for the big hit building I smiled. I had never in my life had this much determination.

I walked out the door and mentally prepared myself. No I wasnt mentally preparing myself for what I was about to do. I was mentally preparing for the inevitable headache that was coming my way. Nonetheless I was somehow giddy about all of this.

It all made sense in its own chaotic way.

Eventually I got to the building and headed for the door that I hadn't seen in what seemed aged. Yoongi's door. I was doing this. The headache had already begun but I knew itd be over in a bit.

Yoongi open up I need to talk to you.
I said without introduction because it was plain obvious.

Without a word he opened the door and let me in to his studio.

I was starting to feel slightly nervous about the way I was going to start this or put everything into words. I could tell he was getting inpatient. Suddenly his hands were on either side of my face making me make eye contact with him.

We stayed like this until he finally sighed in relief.

Yes?

He finally spoke.

Well let's sit down. Okay so this may be out of no where and I kind of figured I could talk to you about it. Since you know. I mean there's the other boys but this is inevitable.

I was rambling.

Stop rambling y/n.

I took in a deep breath.

I have feelings for a girl and I just figured myself out for the most part and I want to see what this is. I mean I'm fully aware that I'll end up with you but that shouldn't prevent me from trying right? Like I know everything has been planned out and I pushed you away and I distanced ,myself but now I know why.

I exhaled.

He was looking at me intently as he let it all sink in.

The one from the kpop group, got it.

How did you know?

You were with her all over the tabloids. Your face wasnt but it was easy to know it was you because of your features and the last scandal you were in. By the way you should be more careful.

Yea I will thanks yoongi.

No problem and as for this matter try what you want do what you need. Oh and before you leave get me an advil will you ?

He smiled at me. Well that's a relief. I did as he said and walked back home content and with another task set in my mind that needed to be done. I felt like a school girl due to how happy I was and how many butterflies there were in my stomach.

A/n

Sorry if it's bad

I took so long to upload cause i had a bit of writers block but here is another chapter i will hopefully get over this block and upload another one soon.

I figured out a schedule to upload when i am not suffering of writers block and that will be every Thursday.

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