Fuckboy [J.M]

fourty

(quick authors note)
if you ever need to talk I'm here to be a listening ear. dm me if you ever need someone to talk to. I know how it feels to feel alone and have Noone to go to and I always want to be a helping ear so noone has to feel like that.

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jonahs pov

"i want to know everything jonah. don't sugar coat anything, I want the cold and honest truth." Raina said as I parked the car into a small parking lot of a random park.

"how, no where do I begin? so much has happened in the past twenty four hours that I don't even know how to start." I sighed as I turned the key of the car off and sighed

"how about you start at the part where you started spreading rumors I hooked up with that Chase kid and that you and I no longer talked, and for that fact no longer were associated" She said as she turned her body to face mine with her arms crossed

"oh yeah... that stuff" I mumble as she rolls her eyes "honestly I don't know what I was thinking. when I was at Jenna's house for our project we got to talking instead of working and she told me the video cameras in her house caught you too doing it and I was... I was really hurt and when I'm hurt my first instinct is to hurt whatever was hurting me back. and that's what I did. I went and told my friends you guys fucked and honestly the rumors just expanded from that. "I admit as I fiddle with my fingers

" did you bother to ask your little... friend to show you the camera footage to see if she was telling the truth, which she wasn't by the way. " She said, you could basically feel the hatred towards Jenna with the words she spit out

"no, why in the world would I want to see a video of the girl I basically was in love with fucking another dude!"

"well how else are you suppose to know it was true! don't bullshit with the 'I trust her' shit either because you only knew her for a week and a half. you're such a disshit you know!" she yelled

"I'm sorry okay! I knew I should have watched the video but I could not and would not bring myself to watch the video. I'm sorry that I spread the rumors, it was childish, immature and just plain stupid okay! is that what you wanted to hear!?" I shout as I lean back into my seat, taking a few deeps breaths

" if you think im gonna forgive you and go back to the way we used to be from that half ass apology then you're sadly mistaken Jonah. " she said about to open the door and get out. I quickly pressed the lock button

"please do not leave. I can't officially stop you but I really want to talk this out like civil people and not fight okay" I say calm fully, refraining from screaming at the arrogant and sarcastic girl in front of me

"fine. whatever." she huffed "whyd you start fucking around with Jenna Fink huh"

"because when I'm hurt I hurt whatever is hurting me to make me feel better, we've already been over this. I was hurt that I thought you and chase had slept together so I got back at you by sleeping with someone you thought was annoying and a threat"

"i did not think of Jenna Fink as a threat" she scoffed

"yes you did, every time she'd try and talk to me at the party youd tighten your grip on my hand and start drawing my attention to you away from you. I've noticed you do that whenever you're threatened by another woman." I say almost immediately

"you'd always do that when I was around one of my guy friends" she muttered as she crossed her arms over her chest

"yeah I know. that's how I knew you saw her as a threat, because you did the same stuff I did when guys started becoming a threat in my eyes towards you" I say "listen I'll go. to school and I'll tell everyone that everything that I said wasn't true and all that shit just please don't hate me. I don't want to fight with you, I miss when we got along"

"fine. but I want you to really make it. up to. me and show me that you actually feel sorry for what you did actions speak louder than words." she said.

actions speak louder than words... I repeated to myself
"You got it, I promise you won't regret this

authors note:
wow the next chapters about to be wild yall don't understand

who want to be internet friends, I need more because yall are so quirky and fun to talk to fnndbxb