Voodoo Doll

August, 11

Dear Diary:

It’s been 2 months since Luke and I started talking. I really like him, he is sweet, honest, carefree, funny, interesting, he always makes me blush, and he has an amazing voice; not to mention that he is extremely handsome. His bright blue eyes are still lost somewhere but my own. I wonder why he has never looked at me straight in the eye, is there a problem with my eyes? 

I don’t know if Luke likes me back, but I’m really hoping he doesn’t. He’s an amazing friend and I can’t do this to him, he doesn’t deserve it. I can’t kill him, I can’t sell his soul to the devil. I just can’t. I need to do something, I need to stop seeing him, stop talking to him. I need to disappear from his life. It doesn’t matter how much that hurts, I can’t keep seeing him.