My Little Slice of Clear Sky

Chapter 20

2nd pov

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It burned, a spreading wild fire scorching about your chassis leaving everything burned and dead. Old wounds have reopened and gushed with emotions you had forced yourself to get passed, you sobbed grasping at the bots closest to you. Your spark throbbed and pounded as though trying to escape its confines within your chamber. 

Though your bots around you tried their best to console your anguish it did nothing to slow the hurt that flooded your processor. You coughed hard, trying to bring air into your systems between sobs. You felt ridiculous and childish, crying over him again going though all the mourning again, it was a waste of your time. 

A waste of time...

Waste... 

You trembled and tried to cut off your tears, but you couldn't. You felt hurt, overjoyed, sullen, joyous, betrayed. Betrayed was the one that stung the most. It was the one that carved into your spark chamber and ripped out the most fragile part of your being and left you to bleed out alone on the cold ground.

"My royalty, I'm sure it was just a clone..." Bladewing said, "It makes no sense for a seeker to just turn their back on their energy lines."

You trembled, "I know it is him, I know he is one of us..." You face pulled a little, "was one of us."

Raptor had a conflicting look on her face and looked as though she wished to speak, but she remained silent. You wiped your cheek sniffling wings lowered in a pathetic sign of defeat on the playing field of love. You found a distraction in a sound of near by rattling of the trapped minicon. 

Slowly you stood up making the other fretting seekers rise as well. You slowly shuffled over to the container with the small purple drone. You watched the small drone keep trying to escape her metal confines as you swallowed back the emotions demanding your attention.

"Does she have any information on her?" You asked softly 

"We were about to check my royalty, but then you had returned in such a concerning state." Staticshock said softly, "Would you like me to do as planned?"

You nodded a little, "Yes, and see if this is her alt mode or if she has a bipedal one."

You watched Staticshock walk around the container in silence. You rubbed your cheek softly as your processor continued to try and force you to mourn over a disgraced mech. The mech to fell in love with. The mech who promised you his honor... That gift is truly useless now. He has lost it during your separation, the moment he agreed to aline himself with the very bots who destroyed your home. 

You forced yourself to stop thinking before the thoughts got much worse. You forced the mech who you longed for back into a deep dark part of your processor. A chasm hopefully where he would never climb out of and back into your thoughts and nestle himself back in your spark.

"My royalty?" You looked up to Staticshock

"Yes?"

"She has something."