cats and Taco Bell. a Jacob Whitesides imagine.

chapter 30

*when Mahogany comes, you look over and see her and Shawn walking towards you.*

Mahogany: how are you holding up? why are you here? I know what Shawn said, but did Carter get to you? did he- *you cut her off*

y/n: he almost killed Jacob. *you start crying and fall into Mahoganys arms.*

Mahogany: oh my gosh Hun, I'm so sorry. let's sit down. *you sit down with Mahogany on your left side and Shawn on your right.*

y/n: he's in surgery right now. I've been waiting for an hour. the doctor said that it would take 1 to 3 hours. so he can be out any time. I can't lose him. I love him. there's so many things that I need to tell him.

Shawn: honeybun, it's okay. *he hugs you* he'll be fine. what is he having surgery on anyway?

y/n: his arm and leg. his leg was broken once, but his arm was broken three times.

Mahogany: he'll definitely be okay then. it's just his limbs.

y/n: okay. thank you so much for coming. I don't think that I would've been able to do this without my two best friends. I love you guys. *you hug them both and give each of them a kiss on the cheek.*

Mahogany: I love you too.

Shawn: I love you too honeybun.

y/n: I've hardly ate anything today. I'm starving. do y'all want food while we wait?

Shawn: what about the muffin?

y/n: I dropped that immediately when I saw Carter. I'm sorry for wasting your muffin.

Shawn: I'll forgive you, but just this once. I'll come with you. Mahogany, you stay here just in case if they come back with Jacob. just call us and we'll be back as soon as we can. what do you want to eat?

Mahogany: I'm not that hungry, so just a little snack, like a candy bar or something.

y/n: got it! call me if you need me. we'll be back as soon as possible.

Mahogany: okay. I'll be here. *you and Shawn walk outside and head to the store about half a mile away from the hospital.*

y/n: Shawn. I'm so sorry that I dragged you into all of this. none of this is your fault.

Shawn: honeybun, I'm happy to be in your drama. *he hugs you and you lean your head on his chest and just stand there for 10 seconds. until you pull apart.*

y/n: you're making this so hard. *you laugh*

Shawn: making what so hard?

y/n: choosing.

Shawn: choosing what?

y/n: you and Jacob. I know I shouldn't, but I really like you, but I still love Jacob.

Shawn: well, you should figure that out.

y/n: you don't say? *you laugh and playfully slap his arm* I thought I had it all figured out, but not even close. *you arrive at the store*

Shawn: what do you want?

y/n: umm.. fruit, a candy bar and a Starbucks cappuccino.

Shawn: okay. I got it.

y/n: what do you want?

Shawn: I'm not telling you because then you'll try to pay.

y/n: fine, get Mahogany a drink too.

Shawn: okay. *he sits the stuff on the counter and he reaches in to his wallet to get money, but you put your money down first. Shawn looks at you.*

Shawn: really?

y/n: did you really expect me to let you pay?

Shawn: I was hoping.

y/n: if it makes you feel better, you can carry the bags.

Shawn: thanks for the honor. *the cashier hands back your change and gives Shawn the bag. you laugh as you walk out the door*

y/n: thanks Shawn.

Shawn: for what?

y/n: for always being here when I need you.

Shawn: anything for my honeybun. *you smile and laugh*

y/n: this is what makes it so hard. moments like this. I've barely even seen Jacob today. and when I did, he wasn't himself, but it seems like I can't stop seeing you. *you laugh again*

Shawn: and is that such a bad thing?

y/n: nope. *you pause and bite your lip.* I'll race you to the hospital! *you both run, but you pull ahead*

Shawn: no fair! I have the bags!

y/n: you should've paid then! *you laugh again*

Shawn: I tried! *you stop in front of the hospital doors, suddenly remembering all that happened and losing all of your happiness in an instant. your eyes start to water. Shawn catches up and you walk in together. tears slowly rolling down your face.*