Falling for you

14

* Kaycies POV *
" no... don't say that. Please don't say that. You're going to be fine! Please be fine.." Payton says as his eyes fill with tears that are threatening to spill out. Causing me to cry more.
" b-but what if something happens? Have you thought about that? W-would you still keep the babies?" I say as tears roll down mine and Payton's face
" I have thought about it. It is the worst possible thing I have ever thought about. Loosing the love of my life. And of course I would still keep the babies, please don't say those things to me. I can't bare it. You mean to much to me. I can't think about ever loosing you." He says before I pull him into a hug.
His face is buried in the crook of my neck as he cries.
" you're right. I'm sorry baby. I'm okay. It's okay. I'm here. I will always be here." I say as I run my fingers through his hair
" I'm sorry. Am I interrupting something? Your mother filled out your paperwork for you Mrs Moormeier." A nurse says as she opens the door and enters the room
" ahh just my Fiancé being emotional. Any news?" I say as I laugh at Payton's cuteness
" well I need to see how far along you are..." the nurse says as she sits on the stool at the end of the bed
" ahh! 6 centimeters! We need to keep checking. Y'all are close to meeting your children Mrs and Mr Moormeier!" The nurse says excitedly
" thank you!" I say as the woman leaves the room
Payton moves his face so he is looking up at me. He is smiling widely.
" what are you all smiley about?" I ask as he laughs as he kisses my jaw
" oh nothing Mrs Moormeier.." He says happily
" you're adorable." I say as I kiss his forehead

* 3 miserable hours later*
" FUCK! This sucks ass!" I yell as I cry
" I know baby but you can't have another epidural.. it isn't good for you or the babies.." Payton says as he puts my hair behind my ear
" I know but the contractions are terrible and the epidural wore off and I'm STILL only 6 centimeters! " I say as another contraction comes causing me to grip Payton's hand very hard
" I know baby, I know." He says as he kisses my hand
" it hurts so bad.." I say as tears stream down my face from the pain

* Payton's POV *
" it hurts so bad.." Kaycie says as the tears pour out of her eyes
" I'm so sorry babygirl. This is my fault." I say as my eyes fill with tears
" don't say that." Kaycie says as she squeezes my hand a little
" but it is. If I would have just wore a fucking condom that night or if I would have pulled out then you wouldn't be in this mess!" I say as the tears roll down my face
" maybe. But it was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I became close with you and I became a mommy." She says as she wipes my tears with her thumb
" you helped make me a daddy.. I love you Kaycie. So much." I say as I hold both of her hands in mine
" I love you too. You are the best thin-" she says but stops mid sentence and closes her eyes
" baby?" I ask her as I grab her face
" Payton. Get a nurse. Now." She says before she screams in pain
I run and get a nurse. A doctor comes with her as well as 3 more nurses.
" FUCKKK" Kaycie yells as we get in the door.
I immediately run to her side and hold her hand
" what's wrong?!?!" I say frantically looking back and forth between the doctor and Kaycie.
" Mrs Moormeier has miraculously jumped from 6 centimeters to 9. One of the babies is crowning." The doctor says as Kaycie screams again
" omg! The babies are coming!" I say happily
" okay! Mrs Moormeier! I'm gonna need you to push as hard as you can for 10 seconds at a time.
" o-okay.." Kaycie says as she smiles letting a tear escape
" okay 3..2..1.. PUSH!" the doctor says quickly
" okay again, 3..2..1.. PUSH!"
" this one is going to hurt a little more.. ready?"  A nurse says causing Kaycie to squeeze my hand very hard as she nods
" 3..2..1.. PUSH!" the doctor says quickly. All of a sudden I hear a baby crying.
" OKAY! WE ARE PASSED
THE SHOULDERS! One more Kaycie and this one is out! 3..2..1.. PUSH!" The doctor says quickly
Kaycie does as he says. The doctor pulls the baby out and motions for me to come over.
" cut the imbelical cord" he says as he hands me gloves and scissors
I put on the gloves and grab the scissors. I quickly cut the cord as a nurse grabs the baby.
" Mr Moormeier, meet your first son..." a nurse says after she cleans the baby and wraps him up in a blanket and puts a white hat on him and hands the crying baby to me
" hello baby boy, daddy's here" I say softly as I hold my son. The baby stops crying and sucks on his thumb
" Okay! The next one is coming! You might get this one out in 2 long pushes" the doctor says causing Kaycie to motion me to come to her side again.
" I'm ready." She says as she grabs my hand and squeezes it
" try to hold it for 20 seconds, 3..2..1.. PUSH!!!"
" one more! 3..2..1.. PUSH!!" The doctor says as another baby starts crying
" here is the next one!" The doctor says as a nurse cuts the imbelical cord and takes the baby and washes it and wraps him in a blanket and puts a blue hat on him
" here is your second son!" A nurse says as she hands me my son
" oh my, daddy loves both of you very much!! Could one of you please go get Grayson Dolan?" I say as I tear up looking at my beautiful children
" yes sir!" A nurse says as she quickly walks out
" IM HERE! Is Kaycie okay?!?!" Grayson says quickly as he barges in the room before noticing the babies
" can you please take them. We still have our daughter in there. " I say as I walk towards a smiling Grayson
" of course! But you could have just put them in the beds.." he says as he takes one and I place the other in his arms
" I figured you would rather hold them." I say as he rocks the babies
" thank you.." Grayson says as he tears up
I run back over to Kaycie and see her with her eyes closed
" Kaycie. Baby you have to keep going." I say as I grab her face. She doesn't reply.
Then I realize. She isn't breathing.
" DOC! HELP! SHE ISN'T BREATHING!" I yell causing all the nurses to rush to her side as I move out of the way. They hook her up to a oxygen tank.
" She needs to wake up! The next one is crowning! It can't stay like this for long!" The doctor says frantically
I rush back over to her side and squeeze her hand tightly. Not enough to hurt her but just to let her know I'm here. I am full on crying at this moment. She squeezes back.
" I-I'm awake. I'm ready." Kaycie says weakly
" okay give me a long push Kaycie! 3..2..1.. PUSH! PUSH!" The doctor says
I look over at a worried Grayson. Who is looking at me.
" you look pale. Sit down." Grayson says slowly
" 3..2..1.. PUSH!!"
" I c-can't. M-my daughter I-isn't here y-yet. K-Kaycie needs m-me." I say as I begin to feel super light headed
" 3..2..1.. PUSH!"
" Payton... are you okay?" Grayson asks as he rocks the babies
Then a nurse rushes to my side.
" Mr Moormeier! I'm gonna need you to breathe.. Smith get me another oxygen tank!" The nurse says quickly as she scans my face
The room is spinning. It's like I can't breathe. All of a sudden I get put in a chair beside Kaycie as a mask gets put over my face. The oxygen rushes towards me. Kaycie squeezes my hand causing me to look at her. She is completely ignoring the doctor and paying all her attention to me.
" P-push Kaycie." I mumble through the mask hoping she can hear me. She nods her head yes as the doctor tell her to push.
" one more just like that Kaycie! 3..2..1.. PUSH!" The doctor says
Then I hear crying.