*** Before going to Jada's ***
(Jacobs POV)
My phone keeps buzzing in my pocket. I grab it out at the very familar number that I know off my heart. I run my fingers through my hair tightly pulling out some hair with it. My hand shakes to press the call button.
''Hello this is Alstan Children's Hospital calling for Sierra Whitesides family, would this by any chance be Jacob or Becky.'' The nurse spoke quickly through the phone.
''Yes, It's Jacob, did something happen to Sierra, please tell me nothing happened, goddamn.''
''Nothing has happened, which is nor good or bad, she has woken up yet, this has been for 28 days and 3 hours and 5 minutes. She is still in intensive care and we are trying hard to do the best we can. No visiting would be much appreciated for the next couple of days for tests being run frequently.'' The nurse informs trying to sound soothing as possible.
''TRY HARDER!''
I hang up and slam the phone to the ground, and bite my knuckle trying to stop myself from sobbing. I get up from the seat and knock it over. ''This is all my fault, all my fault or my freaking fault, god dammit, why! I'm such shit.'' I knock over everything and smash stupid ornamnets I could find in my room except my guitar. My heart beats faster than it usually does, anger furies inside of me. I have to let it out some how. I stand up and breathe in deeply through my nose. My knuckles slam against the wall making my knuckles numb. I lay down on my bed and start sobbing quietly to myself. I wipe my eyes, and let out a big sigh, I needed out of this house, away from my family, just maybe for a little while. Jada was the only person I knew from here and was the only person that came to my head. I brush my hair to look back to normal, but it kept flopping back down and I couldn't care less. I splashed my face with water trying to take away the redness away from around my eyes. I carry myself across the living room out the door, what if she isn't even home or asleep? Oh well, here goes nothing..
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Risks (Jacob Whitesides FanFic)
FanfictionSome times you have to take risks to know a person, but is this risk worth doing?
