Risks (Jacob Whitesides FanFic)

nine

(Jada's POV)

I sat on my bed, for the next fifteen minutes, than thirty, than probably an hour. Nothing happened. He didn't even come back, he just left. I had my hopes up that he was warming up to me. I'm so stupid, I have known him for a week and what? I think something is going to happen between us? Yeah right.

I don't even know why I bothered with him, I let him in when I could easily just close it right in his face like I was going to with Oscar. But no I didn't because I actually care about other people and not just myself. Maybe I was over-reacting, I don't even know him very well. I shake it off and go downstairs and lock the door. I head back up and jump into the shower and started singing my mum's favourite song which was Breathe me by Sia.

I hop out of the shower and into pajama shorts and a baggy tshirt. I check my social media to check up on the things I have missed. I decide to look up Jacob's name on facebook but nothing comes up except a guy with a beard from texas. Why do I care about him?

I turn my phone off and put it on charge on the bedside table. I close my eyes and roll to the side. My nose starts tingling and my eyes start to sting, and salty water sogs up my cheeks and pillow. It wasn't jacob that was making me cry. It was everything. My mum gone, my dad never here for me and my friends just slept around and cared more about hookups then friendships. 

I finally calmed down, and sniffed only so often, until I finally fell asleep.

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really short chapter, but there wasn't anything that really needed to be said except for the first paragraph. 

-  xwhitesider