I forgot what exactly happen but i became single & me & her were taking things slow. I was fine with that, at first. But i started to fall for her.. & so i begged her to date me haha. I know stupid.. so we started dating. It started out really good! I was happy... then i fucked up. I hurt her for another girl. I still regret it. Me & tha other girl never even dated.
That was not tha only one too... we didnt date again, but we were like flirting buddies & i dated a WHOLE bunch of other people. Why? Idek why tf i did to be perfectly honest. I wasnt happy. Then i realized... after she finally got fed up with my bitch ass, she moved on. & she was happy.. very happy. Me? I was miserable. At first i thought it was just a crush & i'd move on. But no, this was not a crush; it was love. To me : She was perfect. She still is!, Beyond beautiful.. everything anyone could ask for.
Her bf was lucky.. & me?.. I was broken, alone, constantly thinking about & missing her . <|3 But.. i decided that theres no one else for me, but her. So, i would wait. I would hope that something would happen soon... & i'd have her back. She knows i'd do anything for her & to have her back & hold her in my arms.
But instead, she was his. & i had nobody to blame but my damn self for everything thats happened... i fucked it all up. But i still love you... imy... i will wait for you. this is a promise i wont break.. if we truly are meant for each other & you still love me as much as i thought you did or you feel tha same way i do, we'll be together again before next year (2015) . I hope i have you back.. but idk. Ik i annoy you with this cus, well.. you dont want me anymore. But i honestly dont care. Cus i love you... & you left A mark on my heart. Okay ? Okay . ❤️... This may be short, but ik her & this will still mean something to her .. cus shes her.
