One Love (Sequel to You Make Me Strong)

I lost her!

Jenny's P.O.V.
Gosh! I lost her. I lost the baby. How could I do that? I was so irresponsible! It was my first professional case and I acted like this? I'm not liable to be a doctor. No, no way.

*Flashback*

"Nancy, page Dr. Jake. Tell him there's an emergency in the incubator room." I said.

"He's gone! He said you have to handle it today."

"What?" I sighed.

"How long is it happening?" Jen asked the mother of the child who was standing next to the baby. She checked the baby with her stethoscope.

"Just a few minutes ago!" She said anxiously.

"We would have to do some tests. I think the baby has developed asthma." She said in a stern tone.

Nancy told something to Kate which I nearly heard because I was too busy in my thoughts.

"Jen, I'm on with my clinical hours, so I'll see you during lunch."

"Okay, yeah. Will do. Good luck." I said rubbing my forehead.

"Get the OT prepared and shift the baby there. I'll be there in a minute." I ordered Nancy.

"Doctor, she'll survive right?" The mother asked me while crying on the supposed baby's father. She was worried and it was obvious.

"We'll try our best!" I said putting my hand on our shoulder.

I rushed to the OT.

"Nancy, page Dr. Brown and tell him to come here immediately. Go, go, go!"

I tried my best to do whatever I could. But the heart monitor suddenly gave a straight beeping sound indicating that she's no more.

Dr. Brown came in the OT but he had to return when he saw the condition of the baby.

I stepped outside the OT and saw that the guy stood up wanting me to say something.

"I'm sorry, but we have lost her!" I said sadly.

He was in complete shock as well as in anger. The frustration was seen on his face.

"No you killed her! You killed my daughter. You are responsible for her death. Who made you a doctor, huh? Do you atleast have a single ability? You can't save a child? A baby?" He yelled.

I knew he was angry and it was natural.

"Sir, I understand. I completely understand how you're feeling right now. But we tried our best." I said politely.

"Tried, my foot! You did not try a shit!" He shouted.

"Sir please don't shout, this is a hospital."

"Damn, hospital. I don't know how are you even standing in those scrubs in front of me? You don't deserve this place. I'll sue you. I'll call the cops." He threatened.

Nancy touched my shoulder gently.

"Ma'am you just go from here. I'll handle this."

I hurried from there. Hot tears streaming down my cheeks. I checked out and went to the Hyde Park so I wouldn't be noticed as there are less people during afternoon.

*End of flashback*

I get a call from the hospital that I cannot practise till legal notice. They have filed a case of negligence against me. I can't go home. What will I tell Kate? That I got suspended from the hospital? She'll start ignoring me. Even Niall would want to break up with me after this.