[ 𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 is the shedding of tears in response to an emotional state or pain. Emotions that can lead to crying include 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫, 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 or 𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬. ]
or in this fact 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞💧
Started: 5 April 2019
Ended: 26 May 2...
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1:04 pm
Freddy's POV:
"I am an total idiot, right?" I said to the others some minutes after Mary left.
"Yup" They all said in agreement while eating.
"But what should I do? I fucked up and you can't deny it" I said with a little bit of panic in my voice.
"Try to fix it maybe?" Billy said.
"But ho-"
"If you're gonna say but how one more time I'm gonna throw my food at you" Darla said giving me a death glare.
"Just walk up to her and say how it is"
"O-okay" I said before grabbing my backpack running out of the cafeteria towards the toilets.
When I reached the corridor someone grabbed my arm and pushed me towards the lockers.
"Who do we have here? Isn't it Fakey?" An too familiar voice said.
"S-shut up Burke" I said trying not to sound scared.
"When did you get this confident you nerd?" he asked pushing me even harder now.
"Put me down!" I screamed in pain as he hit me in the stomach two times.
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry I thought to myself feeling my eyes water.
"Burke! my office now!" I heard mr brown yell as Burk let go of me, but before he left he whispered "I'm not done with you" leaving me on the floor with tears in my eyes.
After some seconds I stood up and started to walk towards the toilets again.
When I were just some meters away from the toilets I saw y/n and Mary hugging each other and y/n were crying.
Seeing her cry made my heard break.
I walked up to them and when I stood in front of her I just looked her in the eyes.
At first she didn't do anything she just watched me but then she threw herself at me while crying.
This whole time I've had tears in my eyes but I didn't cry. Trust me I wanted to cry so badly, I've wanted to cry so badly so many times because it hurts, everything fucking hurts but I held it in all the time placing that fake smile on my face. To be honest I don't think that I just tricked everyone else that I was good, I pretended to be good for so long that I tricked myself too.
That one sentence span around my head like it have done my whole life ever since he said it.
"Freddy, you can show how many emotions you want to anger, happiness, excitement and also sadness, but remember one thing; boys don't cry"
That was the last thing my dad told me before he left and ever since that I haven't cried, because I thought that it was the right thing. (lmao ik that I wrote that Freddy cried before but lets just say that it was tears in his eyes, not actual crying)
But now when I'm standing here with the girl, the girl that I love in my arms I understood something.
It's bullshit, boys can cry, there's nothing wrong with boys that are crying it's cool that they can show their emotions.
So when I let go of her and looked her in the eyes again I felt a tear run down my face, and I wasn't embarrassed, I was proud, that I could show how I felt.
"I love you" I said before kissing y/n on the lips.
Just the feeling of her soft lips on mine was the best feeling in the whole world.
"I love you too" she said after we let go.
Your POV:
At first when Freddy said that he loved me I were pretty shocked because we've just been together for some days, but I didn't hesitate a second before I said "I love you too".
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When my class was over I walked to my locker to leave my books before going home.
But when I opened my locker a note fell out, I opened it and read it while a smile grew on my face.
Come to my house at 6 pm don't eat before and bring clothes for tomorrow // Freddy <3
I closed my locker fast before walking home with a big smile on my face.
I wonder what he's gonna do now.
When I came home I told dad that I'm gonna sleep over at Freddy's and that I'm also gonna eat dinner there.
He agreed and I went upstairs to pack my things, I were excited of what he's gonna do but also kinda scared.
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A/n: bad chapter sorry lol, idk if I'm gonna end this book soon or keep writing on it because idk if y'all like it, do you?? I've been thinking about that Freddy cried in chapter 7 when they watched my girl lmao but let's pretend that he didn't- I hope you liked this chapter and I'll see you in the next bye!💘💘
