Between The Lies

No. (Whore)

  I didn't want to be in school today. I felt like everyone knew what took place between Javier and I. Being a laughingstock to the world was never my cup of tea and playing hide and seek was never my game, so I put my big girl draws on took my ass to school, leaving all the cares behind me of how people would view me!  

  Class went by smoothly even though Javier tried a billion times to talk to me today, I swerved him and his hoes then head off to lunch, which I wasn't please about due to the fact that we shared the same lunch period. 'Kill me now' is all I'm thinking. Once my crew and I got our lunch we sat in the center of the cafeteria.

  We ate and talked about Mr. Cole's Math quiz, I know I aced his ridiculous pop quiz, math and I see eye to eye so I have nothing to worry about. As it get into the middle of the period Javier finally showed up and did something that I couldn't even believe my own dam self. He got on top of the table and said addressing everyone including me.

"Attention my fellow peers. I have something to say but don't worry I won't waste y'all time!"

Everyone gave him their undivided attention as whispers circle the lunchroom like

"He doesn't get enough attention on the field?"

"What is it that he has to say now? These jocks are ridiculous yo!"

"Attention whores... But fuck it... His hot"

He then clear his throat look at me as I fold my arms trying not to look his way, he finally continue saying.

"Ok, ah I just wanted it to be known that I am off the market!"

Some girls couldn't believe what they were hearing

"What?"

"Boy hell nah!"

"Which bitch finally got him to settle down?"

"I don't believe it until I see it in writing!”

I couldn't believe what I was hearing or even where he was going with this until this girl asks him aloud.

"This is what you stop us for? To claim that you’re not a womanizer anymore?"

He looks at her kiss his teeth as he put his focus back on me and said again.

"Like I said I'm off the market. So when y'all see me with my woman don't disrespect because you'll get disrespect! Keira I want to say that I behaved childishly last night and there's no excuse for my actions. I should have walked away like a real man but, that was yesterday and today is today. If it means that I have to eat dirt to get you to trust me and be my woman that's what I'll do! I just want to say that I'm sorry and I hope you give me a fourth chance because I really do want you baby!"

That's when everyone look at me as I was caught off guard kind of embarrass and felt ashamed. He seems sincere with his apology as he came to me kissing me on my forehead and said softly.

"I'm an asshole but with you by my side, I can be a better man! Don't dismiss us yet, please! Cause like I said before your nothing like these girls here and you've intrigued me from the moment I laid eyes on you!"

I watch as he walk away thinking what the hell did I get myself into. Now I'm going to be a target for his hoes. Why do I play myself by going after a person who's caught up in the term 'I want to fuck every girl in the world bull? Why Keira? Why? As Ava about to ask me something this girl came up to me saying.

"So you're the bitch that finally got him to settle down? You're not even all that! So what the hell does he see in you?"

Just hearing her voice alone causes me to swing on her punching her so hard she flew on the floor hitting her head on one of the chairs. Her crew got in my face. All I did was laugh. This girl name French push me. So I grab her hair pulling her down got on top of her punching her face. She tried everything in her power to get me off her but I wasn't letting her go. My girls got some action in too when they saw hands on me.