What am I thinking?
Don't know how much I'm drinking

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Empty wine glasses laying all around in my apartment. Don't know what I have done. 

I have no idea how much I have drank. I just drank until you were out of focus. 

I drank until I didn't remember any of the shit there happened between you and me. 

I have a headache and I don't what to do with my life anymore. 

The only way I can escape this mess is either drinking so I can't remember anything or sleeping. But since I have sleep problems, does drinking sounds a lot less painful.

I have lost my mind... I can't live like this... 

"Did you know that I love you?" I asked and you smiled and said yes. I smiled and told you that I felt lucky for being in a relationship with you. You smiled and kissed me. The sun was about to go down, and I asked you about however we could sit and see it. You said yes and we found a big stone we could sit on. I sat me down and also did you. "Isn't it beautiful?" I asked and you nodded. "It's really beautiful, just like you," You said and I laid my head on your shoulder.  


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