Trying not to stare at you
Is motherfucking difficult
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I was scrolling through my Instagram feed and saw a picture of you. I could feel myself tear up and slowly the salty tears started to run down my cheeks.
I just sat there in my bed. Crying while I looked at a picture of you. It's stupid. Why do I cry over an idiot like you?
"Nothing in common, nothing to lose, nothing but problems between me and you,"
I wrote the day you left me. I wrote a lot of stuff that day.
I still can't understand how you were a so good liar. How couldn't I see that it all was a lie?
You aren't even sorry for all that shit you have done. How can you live with your self?
How can your friends still be your friends? They know that shit you have done.
"He is a player, don't trust him" I have been told a lot of times. I didn't listen. I didn't believe them. I was so stupid and good-hearted.
"The only explanation for this sad situation is that I love to be in pain I don't think I'm worthy I don't think I'm deserving of love, that's why I play these games," I wrote a couple of days after you left me.
I have a thing for falling in love with the wrong kinds of people.
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