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I don't wanna let it show, so
I'm just gonna pour some more
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This chapter is inspired by "True blue" and "Listen before I go" By Billie Eilish


Take me to the rooftop. I wanna see the world when I stop breathing. 

Turnin' blue. Like the day you left me. Broken and with the feeling of being stupid.

Lights out. You're not here holding me when I cry anymore. I know you just pretended you cared back then. 

You told me " love is endless, don't be so pretentious" right after I had told you that I knew that there was something going on. You couldn't just leave me as you did normally. 

If you need me, wanna see me, you better hurry because I'm leaving soon...

Your stupid "Sorry" can't save me now

Sorry, I don't know how to explain to you that this is all your fault. Sorry, there's no way out of this hell. 

 I count the salty tears on my cheek. Every tear down my cheek. Every single one. 


That's what a year-long headache does to you. I wish I never had met you.

Sometimes I found myself on your street. Wanted to make three knocks, ring the bell then leave. But I didn't. I was not okay, I feel so scattered.

You had always told me that I was "all that matters" After that, you left me, déjà vu.

If you need me, wanna see me, you better hurry, because I'm leaving you for real soon

Sorry

Make mistakes when I'm lost. That's the reason why I was your girlfriend. 

I'd like to mean it when I say I'm over you, but that's still not true.

I miss you. But also that's still not true.

Bye 

Sorry

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