Mostly Interracial Avengers Smut/Fluff

Thor

"Have you found her yet?" Thor asks walking into Starks lab.

"No... I'm working on it. It's like she disappeared out of thin air."

"Well that is her specialty." Thor says under his breath. "You have the most sefisticated screen thingy in the world why is it so hard for you to find my girlfriend?"

"Hey, I said I was working on it. It's not easy to find somebody when they didn't take any technology with them." Stark says "Did it ever occur to you that she doesn't want to be found.

"I just want to know where she is. If she safe. She's and Avenger just like everyone else here, aren't you worried about her?" Thor questions.

"No Y/n is one of our strongest Avengers, I know she can take care of herself.This also isn't the first time she's done this... She comes back Everytime. That's why I'm not worried about her."

"I-"

"Hey. I was looking all over for you." Y/n's voice sounds through the lab as she walks towards Thor.

"Y/n." He breaths as he hugs her tightly.

"What's your problem? I've only been gone for like 30 minutes" She chuckles slightly returning the hug.

"Y/n, you've been gone for three days." Thor explains as he holds onto Y/n's shoulders.

"No, I just went to the corner store." Y/n says in confusion.

"Three days ago, where did you go? Why didn't you take your phone. We couldn't track you."

"Hold on-"

"Have you ever heard of cognitive schizophrenia?" Tony steps in.

"No.. wha-"

"Thought disorder, delusion, amnesia, belief that an ordinary event has special and personal meaning, belief that thoughts aren't one's own, disorientation, memory loss, mental confusion, slowness in activity, or false belief of superiority, social isolation, disorganized behavior, aggression, agitation, compulsive behavior, excitability, hostility, repetitive movements, self-harm, or lack of restraint... Sound familiar?" Tony questions. You shake your head in confusion.

"You've shown a significant amount of these symptoms throughout the years you've been here, infact within the past few minutes amnesia, repetitive movements, and disorganized behavior have been distinguishable in your behavior... I think you should talk to somebody."

"I don't have schizophrenia." You explain getting angry.

"I'm not saying you do, I'm just saying it's a possibility."

"Shut-up." you breath as your eyes turn yellow.

"Hey. It's okay, calm down."

"DON'T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN!" You shout sending them both flying from a powerful blast you set off before walking out of the lab.

....

"Hey." Thor walks into Y/n's 
And sits next to her on her bed.

"I'm sorry." She cries, Thor pulls Y/n into his chest.

"Shhh. It's okay." Thor comforts kissing the top of Y/n's head.

"No it's not, I'm not safe." You sob.

"I'll protect you. Always."

"You can't protect me from this... I don't know what's real or fake anymore. Nothing makes sense. I know I'm schizophrenia, I've know since I was 18 but I though I had it under control. Apparently I don't."

"We will get through this, okay. If you see or hear something or someone that you think might not be real, tell me I'll try to help, if I'm not around ask someone else. We can get through this."

"There's no getting through this. There's no cure, treatment is electro shock therapy and pills that make you feel like a zombie, I'm not doing that again, ever. I hate feeling helpless."

"Your not helpless-"

"Yeah right now.. but if I take those pills or do that therapy again I will be."

"Then we don't have to do it that way. It doesn't matter what we do just know that I will be right here next to you." I nod my head lay it on his chest after he was don't speaking. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head as I look in the corner where Gabriel stands, she's been with me since I was 15. I furrow my eyebrows wondering, what if...

"Is she real?" I question Thor pointing to the corner." Thor looks to the corner before looking back at me.

"I don't see anybody over there." He states

"Okay." I nod again pulling my arm back around his torso. 

This was short. Sorry I just don't know a lot about this disorder and so I didn't want to write anything wrong or glorify it in any way shape of form. Does anyone know someone with or have this disorder?