Having a mental disorder and dating a scientist is an.... interesting combination. Sometimes I feel like his test rabbit, I just want to be with him and sometimes he can't see that.
I have be trying to seduce bruce for a month now, now maybe I'm feeling so sexually active because I was in manic high mode for a few weeks or maybe I'm just horny because I haven't fucked for quite some time. Either way I'm not getting the attention that I need, so I've been shopping, and and building, shopping and oh yeah shopping some more. If you couldn't already tell from my unusual choice in hobbie, I have bipolar disorder.
Somtimes I'm so depressed that I can't get out of bed in the morning, other times I'm neutral, and sometimes I can't control myself, like now there is no official switch to a manic high, one time I made 1,298 different types of arrows for Clint all wire to do different things, I couldn't stop myself.
There's no treatment for this thing. My latest outbreak was buying every item on the 4oceans website, Every item three times. My bank account hurts. I mean yeah its an amazing cause I helped pick up a LOT of pounds of trash from the ocean but geeze, I hope the Avengers like bracelet.
"Hey, how you doing- what did you do? " Bruce questions walking into my bedroom looking at the bracelets and water bottles that came today.
"I may have bought some items from 4Oceans when I was in a manic mood." I answered taking a water bottle out of its packaging.
"Do you think Thor likes sharks?" I question holding up the shark bracelet.
"Why don't you just return them?" Bruce asks helping my unpack them.
"Because they already picked the trash up off of the ocean. I would be a dick if I returned them now. I feel like you want the leather back sea turtle bracelet." I say handing him the bracelet.
"Thank you." He smile putting it on his wrist.
"Will you help me gift them? I'm going to keep one of each but I have way too many now." I ask banner.
"Yes I'll help you gift them but you have to promise me next time you feel out of control you'll call me." Banner negotiates
"I'll try but you have to promise that you'll answer your phone. Keep it off of vibrate." I negotiate.
"Okay. How much did you spend on this?" Banner asks continuing to unpack the boxes.
"I think its better if you don't know." I answer.
"Do you need help on rent this month?" Banner questions.
"👌👌" I answer with a hand signal.
"Come here." Banner says holding his hand out for me I grab his hand and he sits on my bed gesturing for me to sit on his lap. So I do. He looks me in my eyes with his hand in mine before continuing to speak.
"I need you to know that I love you, and I'm here for you, I don't always seem like I am I know that, and I have to do better with showing you that I care, because I do I really do. You mean the world to me and it kills me to see you in a depressed state or an uncontrollable state because you deserve to be happy, and maybe that's why I try to figure out how to cure this thing but I shouldn't make you one of my test subjects. I'm sorry for that, do you forgive me?" Banner asks.
"Yes Banner I forgive you, and I love you too. That means a lot to me so thank you for saying that." I say kissing his lips like it was the first time in months. It felt like it.
"Your welcome, Thank you for being here with me." Banner says pulling a girl's ayes from the kiss.
"There's no better place to be, now let's unpack this stuff so I can get it out of here." I say hoping off of Bruce's lap and continuing to unpack as we talked about whatever.
This is the ending chapter of dealing with disorders its been nice researching and writing stories about these disorders. There is a lot more to these disorders than what I wrote so please don't go thinking that this month s what it's all about. Thank you for reading this series and liking and commenting on it, it means a lot to me.
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