An Anthem of a Buried Soul

Disconnect ||Poem||

I'm telling you that there is no way out.

I'm telling you that my heart is falling down.

I'm scared to tell you why my heart is screaming help,

stuck in motion,

splattered on the ground.

And I'm scared to tell you why my body feels so numb.

I want to show you,

but your all around the sun.

Cause it can't be over,

until you tell me why.

There's a disconnect.

I guess this is goodbye.

You hurt me more than I can even count.

Your knife just missed,

why would you throw me down?

Just keep your rumors,

we both know they're not true.

I have to disconnect,

to get away from you.

And I'm so tired of all the freaking lies.

I gave you everything,

I almost risked my life.

I used to say just keep me close,

then I got older.

I can't believe,

why can't you see?

That I risked everything,

Just for you to acknowledge me.

Was I anything more than a mere number just to count?

I was there if there were even signs of a frown.

Is hurting me doing you anything?

It doesn't now,

you put me in a growth ring.

You helped make who I am.

A couple of others,

I bet your all kicking sand.