Mafia ||Park•Jimin||

Chapter Sixteen

So much has happened, after so much stress I have been going through. I will miss them so much, that I couldn't stop thinking about them.

I can't tell her about her mother just yet until she gets older, but I just hate having to let her go through this even tho she is a baby.

I've been playing with her little baby hands for about five minutes. I've been trying to get her to sleep but it was so hard for me to be a father.

Being a father is a hard job for me, I wonder how my own step-father handle this.

I didn't want to bother him, so all I did was took a class that I know that would help me.

"I need this class, I don't wanna be a bad father to her. I want to be a good father." I said.

Nothing was better until she went to sleep, I also fell asleep myself. I was so tired because of handling her so much.

I heard a knock at my door, I got up and went to the door and opened it. It was Suga and Jimin and J-hope and Jin.

I was wondering where Jungkook was, but I didn't know where he could be.

"Hey Taehyung! How's its like to be a father!" J-hope said.

"Good, but it's hard when Y/n is not here. I miss her so much. But what brought you guys here?" I asked.

"We wanted to see how you was doing since the death of Rose and Y/n." Jimin said.

"I'm not fine actually, how will I know when to tell her about her mother? I don't want to make her sad." I said.

"Just wait until she's older, like you know at the age of 15 that would be more better. Cause you can't tell a baby about their dead relatives." J-hope said.

"Yeah, my mother was told that about her parents dying, which was a slow painful death. But she'll get over it." Jungkook said.

"If you guys say so, but I don't know about being a father, I don't know what it's like to be one. Jimin have you ever been a father before?" I asked.

"What the hell?! No! I was never a father, ask Jungkook he's the one that has a damn baby on the way. He knows more about it." Jimin said.

I looked at Jungkook, he was blushing like a tomato, he knew he couldn't keep a secret from me this long if I have known from Jimin.

But they knew that being father was a hard job to do. I knew I couldn't handle it.

"Just make sure your daughter eats well. Don't give her anything that might make her be allergic to it. Babies can't eat peanut butter." Jungkook said.

"Thanks Jungkook, I will need it, but don't worry I'll make sure not to give any peanut butter." I said.

After talking with them, they left and I went back to playing with Soojung, she is just so adorable that I can't wait for her to grow up.

Knowing that she is the love of my life, but seeing her so little makes me go crazy.

Just being a single parent is a hard job for me to do, all by myself without Y/n, I don't even want to think about it.

For so much I wish she was here to see her own daughter grow up into a grown woman. I just don't understand why I can't get my head together, I just couldn't stop thinking about her. She will always be on my mind.

"I wish, I just wish you don't be in this type of situation your own daddy has been going through. Just promise me that." I said.

She smiled, I loved her smile she was so cute that she reminds me of her, I didn't want to cry of anything.