Letter one - Amniesia

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"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things."
Amnesia, 5sos

Dear Calum,
The fans call us Cashton, I call us the Fonzi-Bonzi brothers. But let me ask you a question. What do you call us, I thought that you had a special name for us to. It turns out that you don't, see I was on my way to the venue's canteen when I over heard you talking about me. And it wasn't nice things. I stopped and I listened, not the whole thing, but just sections. Here is a part that hit me hard. Cause Calum, what you said in there, you know not all of it was true. Anyways here's what hurt me most, the section you said:

Luke- Ashton, what is it between you two, cause it doesn't seem like you.
Michael- yeah cal, what is it. He's like the worst ever. It was your idea to let him in the band.
Calum- I don't like him, see my dad works for his mum, and she said she would fire him if Ashton didn't get in so to make sure, he pays me extra each month. As for the names that was the fans, and also Fonsi was on top of the charts and I had been listening to him, Ashton then nicknamed me Fonzi so I played along, and called him Bonzi. I can barely stand him, I only do it for the money, but he doesn't know these things.
*sniff sniff* then a tear rolled down your face.

Well Calum I know these things, I loved your band and would have settled for a selfie. It wasn't intended to go this far, but now it has. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that you hate me
I'm sorry you have to lie
I'm sorry for the things we said
I'm sorry for the things we've done
I'm sorry that I'm in your way
I'm sorry that they made me stay
I'm sorry that you can't run away
I'm sorry that I set foot here
I'm sorry that I cause you pain
I'm sorry I made you cry
I'm sorry that I tried to help that made the problems worse
I'm sorry that I caused your drinking problem
I'm sorry I made you smoke
I'm sorry that I ever lived cause now I wanna die.
When will this unfairness end, maybe I should forever say my last goodbye.

Forever yours,
Ashton

I have nothing against 5sos it's just that I read a fanfic an it gave me an idea, so I went forward with it

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