Michael's POV
I had finally got in and called an ambulance. I was very careful. I turned off the tap and placed a blow up mattress under Ashton before cutting the rope. He landed faced down and all. Then I carefully rolled him over and took the knife out of his stomach and used whatever I could to stop the blood and apply pressure. I then checked for a pulse. None so I started CPR. Then I noticed the empty pill bottle.
Luke's POV
The ambulance is here. " Calum tell the others that the ambulance is here!" "Sure." Ding dong. "This way." The sight I saw heartbreaking. Was this what I caused. Michael was full out sobbing hugging Ashton. And talking to him. He stayed with Ashton and the paramedics. When they loaded him in I heard Michael shouting I love you Ash. Please wake up. He eventually had to be held back because he was going crazy. So me and Calum tried but he knocked us both over. I got up feeling dizzy before falling over and fainting. "Luke stay with me. Please stay with me." And I caught my breath and sat up. And what I saw was Michael running after the ambulance and he jumped in when he caught up.
Calum's POV
The cab came quickly. We didn't want to be noticed so we put and some caps and sunglasses even though it was the middle of the night. But it worked. When we arrived Michael was pacing the waiting room. "Hey Michael." Luke whispered. "Leave me alone." It was my turn to speak. "We brought coffee and your...medication." "Wait you guys knew?"
"Yeah we knew we saw them in your desk when looking for a pen after you left in the ambulance." When were you gonna tell us?" ... nothing "how long?" ... nothing "what is it for?" ... nothing. "Fine don't tell us but we want to know. Tell us when you're ready." Then he started sobbing I saw what he was looking at photos and videos of him, Ashton, me and Luke.
Michael's POV
I couldn't sleep, and I wasn't hungry. I pretend to eat and I drank a little to keep me up. But I disposed of them when I said I was going to the bathroom. I wish this never happened, all of a sudden I feel like I'm choking so when I get back to the boys I go through my medicine bag an use my asthma pump, before taking the rest of my medications and giving myself my regular shot. Luke fell asleep but Calum watched in amazement and recorded it to show Luke. I would have argued but I was to tired and drifted of to sleep.
(2:15am)
Michael's POV
I woke up grab some stuff for the boys to have for breakfast. And woke them up then once again I took my medication and shots then. Grabbed my asthma pump and used it as I thought about my nightmare.
The nightmare
"Goodbye Michael."
What did he mean by goodbye.
Then suddenly he disappeared so I ran to the bathroom and broke down the door. " I'm sorry, goodbye." What no ash, ash. NO ASH PLEASE I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. But then I saw a note and I read it. Why ash why you could have told me. "It's your fault that you participated and made it like this." But I was threatened ash. "Goodbye."
End nightmare
I thought it was just a dream the part with the note but then I remember that it was in the bottom of my bag. So I took it out and read it.
