Flaws (Vera Series)

Chapter 2

I Don't know You

Then realization again will slap my face. That even when my eyes are open or closed. The hurt won't vanish. The longing will always be there. It has been a year and I can't seem to familiarize myself with the fact that his left us and he choose his mistress and illegal daughter than us.

And doesn't change the fact that the love of my Dad on us is not enough why his easily leave us.

When I'm a young I always look after him as ideal type of husband and man because his took responsibility after all and good husband before. But suddenly change the fact no man perfect. Even mommy love him so much its still not enough for him that's why him find another girl to desire his needs.

I know Mom tried to fight to work their marriage but Dad choose to give up easily. Sabi nga sa movie madaling umayaw pag nasasaktan at madaling bumitaw pag napapagod na pero all we need is to patience actual. And yes mom tired to fight alone. Mom give all her patience to save our family and their marriage pero paano nya masi-save kung si Dad na mismo ang bumitaw at umayaw.

Love is selfless but I'm human, and humans is selfish when incomes of love. Humans do anything, everything that would make them happy even it's wrong and somebody will hurt.

I know I bitter also in his more love his
Illegal daughter more than me, that's why I changing the fact that my father is dead for me. And I a don't to face them like before have a fear in my eyes it's change now it's not weakness it's stronger one and better.

I don't wise 3 years of my life to change myself and be stronger. I ready to face them to give them the blow out the special blow.

"Anastasia anak" pagtawag pansin ni Lola Cecil Kay mommy while sobbing na inalalayan naman ni Lolo at nila tito.

"Ma!" Sabi ni mommy at lumapit Kay Lola upang yakapin habang si Lolo sa tabi ni Lola ay niyakap at hinalikan sa ulo si mommy habang yakap parin ni mommy si Lola.

Naglapitan ang mga pinsan ko at sila tita kala Lola para batiin si mommy. It's been awhile when mommy have boding with them.

"Ngayon ko Lang ulit nakita yung ngiti ni tita cee." Sabi ni Reejeey na nasa tabi ko na pala na kinangiti ko. "And it's not fake smile but it's real smile." Dadag nya pa ng Nakangiting Sabi saakin ni Reejeey.

"What about we should have family group hug." Malokong sabi ni Bleixe na naging dahilan ng pag tawa nila Lolo, Lola at titas. While my tito's just smile.

"OMG! Is that tito Henry?!" Sabi ni haniza na nasa tabi ko na ngayon nakaupo. After ng drama scene namin kanina sa gitna ng hall nagsimula ulit ang party at ngayon sila tita at tito even mommy di na namin alam kung nasaan probably nakikipag usap naman sa ibang negosyante.

Napalingon ako kung saan naka tingin si haniza.

Agad nanlaki ang mata ko at tumayo sa kinauupuan ko. "Tito Ry!!" Tawag ko rito at tinungo kung nasaan sya.

Lumingon sya saakin at lumapit. "Hi. I'm sorry am late hija. Where's your mom by the way?" Nakangiting sabi ni tito Henry. Tito Henry is mommy boyfriend in 2 years tito help mommy to move on in everything. Even me his tried to stand as father for me that's why tito Henry plan to propose mom soon.

Boto ako Kay tito simula pa Lang dati. Daddy sometimes hurt mom tito Henry always beside of my mom to help her at cheer her up.