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You all guessed it. I did give up. It's been seven months since I've updated you all. I'm still working at the job where I wake up at 4:30Am everyday. I work Monday through Saturday's. I come home tired everyday and end up sleeping early around 6 or 7pm most of the time. I started walking around my neighborhood with a friend a couple weeks ago. I checked my weight as well and you guys won't believe it... I weigh 221 pounds again what a shock. Seriously it was a shock to me. I've had people at work asking if I'd lost weight and stuff and it exited me that people were seeing the difference. I don't see anything and the scale didn't show it either. It got me thinking and the scale doesn't  show your progress. If people see it then that's enough. I'm starting college in a few weeks which is exiting and switching to part-time. I'm exited and nervous. My job is labor work and I'm always on the move and yet I haven't lost anything. I'm still not giving up though even if it's not this year where I get to my weight goal, I will accomplish it. I want to be fit and healthy and I want to learn to love myself and accept who I am. I'm not there yet but for me loosing weight is a way to show myself that I love myself and want myself to be healthy and live a long and beautiful life.

April 28,2019

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