crush | rewriting.

explanation + a/n

sooyoung, irene, wendy and seulgi were persons yeri's mind created in her head while she was in a coma. although, jungkook just happened to appear in yeri's little world. irene, seulgi and wendy were not real and was only made up in yeri's head, but jungkook wasn't, he is not made up by her imagination,

why?

jungkook was also in a deep slumber, with only machines keeping him alive. he too, was in a coma, for three years. he was very well in school, always in the honours he knows stuff that are way ahead of their lessons. his mom died and left a silver necklace so he could remember her. the necklace had a key as the charm. after his accident, the necklace wasn't bought back to him. he was partially living, to his surprise, he could move, he could live, but it didn't seem realistic. he was stuck in a white room, where there was no way to go. he was able to travel, to where? into other people's immaginations or dreams. he happens to encounter yeri's little immagination land, and decides to go there. 

sooyoung is yeri's older sister, she died in an accident three years ago, the same accident jungkook was in.

the accident sooyoung and jungkook was in, included a truck hitting a tree while sooyoung was there, beside the tree. why was she there? someone dropped a necklace, it was shining. she picks it up, jungkook then noticed his necklace had dropped, he saw a girl picking it up. afraid for her to claim it her's, he ran towards the girl and as if on cue. the truck then comes their way with lightning speed. people thought it was the girls belongings and so the police gives the necklace to her sister, yeri, telling her that she had dropped it.

with yeri's dream ending by her waking up, jungkook then felt a beat near his chest. he was confused, he was just driving with her when the brake wasn't working anymore, he felt himself slowly fading. he suddenly feel like he was living again. after he tries to stop the car, he felt something moving, he panicked. it was his fingers, it was moving in the real world. and as their car hitted a side of a building, his eyes shot up.

does he remember her? it wasn't clear. she was a blurr.

he took exams to get on the level that suits his age, fortunately, he passed, with the familiar questions, he managed to remember his stock knowledge from before.

“crush - to squeeze or pound into small fragments or particles, that's how i felt, crushed, pieces of my heart falling down into a million chunks when i found everything was just made up.”

- yeri.

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A/N;

henloooo, so this book has already ended, i want to thank you for reading it! here are some facts about this book:

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1) this wasn't supposed to end like this

2) some of the chapters actually happened in real life

3) i really never planned on putting this plot twist in the beginning

4) the chapters were supposed to be shorter but with fast updates

5) how it was supposed to end:

- "i'm sorry for not noticing your feelings sooner. that was a mistake. i knew i liked you too, but i didn't to anything, i-i was too dense, i'm sor–" she cuts him off by pressing her lips onto his, he was startled, but he didn't hesitate to return it. they there were, two people who loved each other, watching the sun set before their eyes, it was magical, it was like their love, magical."