crush | rewriting.

finale pt.2

"huh? who's jungkook?" nayeon unnie asks as she looks at chaeyoung and sana.

my world stopped.

"w-wasn't i in a c-car accident?" i said as my voice broke.

"car accident? here 'lemme explain,"

chaeyoung starts and my attention was quickly diverted to her,

"you were shot. by a gun, because your father haven't paid his debt to a group of men." nayeon unnie explained as she looked at me with worries.

"there was even a guy who helped you, we didn't know how they managed to kill all those five men without leaving a trace onto who they were." sana added,

but, wasn't i with jungkook?

"n-no! me and jungkook were driving to the park and he couldn't hold the break...and we crashed.." i said with sadness laced in my voice,

the room was then eaten by silence,

"how long have i been out?"

"for a month yeri. a month."

but... i just got with him yesterday?

yes! the unnies!

"then, where is sooyoung unnie, wendy unnie, seulgi unnie and irene unnie?" i asked hoping they would atleast be here,

"irene? seulgi? wendy? who are they?"

"m-my friends!!" i said with a sharp tone,

"we only know sooyoung, sooyoung is your older sister. but the other three? no."

but, she was only my bestfriend, and not my sister... right..?

"jinja?!, where is she?" i ask as i sat up making them flinch a bit,

"yeri? are you sure your alright? she died four years ago.."

my face dropped, disbelief caught me, big time.

am i dreaming or what? this is confusing,

they have to be here! plus jungkook! they've got to be messing with me... right?

"dude, we're your only friends, what are you talking about? remember? we used to hang out at naeyon unnie's apartment to watch netflix? we were with you when the psychiatrist diagnosed you with depression just last month, remember?"

chaeyoung spoke as she held my hands with tears almost filling her eyes,

they look familiar,

but i don't know...

chaeyoung's eyes then waters, and i watched how her tears rolled down her cheeks,

by instinct, i cupped her cheeks and used my thumb to wipe the tears left on the bottom of her eyes gently, she smiled.

then, something felt different,

i remember now.

tzuyu, chaeyoung, sana and nayeon unnie...

i remember crying everytime as soon i as i got home from school,

i remember regretting my life,

i remember hating everyone around me because i felt like a burden for everyone, i felt like no one cared about me.

i always threw them off..,

but they never gave up..

"or usually just mess up unnie's room. Haha" i laughed liflessly,

but, wendy unnie, seulgi unnie, irene unnie... jungkook... they weren't real?

that was all a dream..?

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A/N: eyy! its done~

an epilogue + explanation will come out tomorrow~