crush | rewriting.

library

later that morning, during lunch time,

i went to the library with seungwan unnie,

sooyoung didn't want to as she said she'll do her unfinished homework,

well, that's what she gets for chatting me until 3 in the flippin' morning

both of us entered the library and as we closed the door, silence was all we can hear

"wow unnie, its really quiet in—"

"shh" the librarian cutted me off

sheesh

seungwan unnie giggled and then we split ways,

she went to the sci-fi section for their project

while i headed to the history section which was actually close to those couches provided by the library so students can read properly,

as i was searching for the book i wanted,

i saw two familiar figures satted behind the bookshelves,

they were talking really seriously,

the way they look at each other was so firm,

having a book placed on the table,

they talked and seemed to be there just now,

but they just seemed to be so immersed with just eachother's presence,

are they like,

you know,

together?

due to my curiosity,

i removed a book just to see more clearly,

i didn't know why,

i'm not that nosy person,

but, something just told me to,

and so i ended up doing it,

behind those bookshelves,

the two figures talking,

was seen, perfectly clear now,

as i cleared out their faces,

i could feel inside me,

something unusual,

my heart dropped at the scene,

my heartbeats increased,

why am i feeling this?

who even am i to feel this?

i'm not even his friend,

nor his girlfriend.

but how did my heart dare to feel this thing?

but,

it was my bestfriend,

talking to him.

sooyoung unnie..

you said you can't go with me...