Whats in the letter

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Josette Saltzman, I'm hurting, more than you could ever know. In the past few weeks I have had to make the most heart breaking decision of my life, seeing you and your selfless acts rips my heart out, but that is you Josie and I'm not going to change you because I love you for you.

It's funny, you are so selfless yet with me your so selfish I'm glad that I can teach that trait even at my expense, and somehow you have made selfless towards you, everything I have ever done since I've met you has been for you. The first time we meet you were surprised u was asking questions about you instead of the school, our first date I took you to the greenhouse knowing that it was going to be our place, our first kiss I made sure you were comfortable by asking you if it was okay, when we're dating all I did was keep you safe and comfortable, our first fight I apologised straight away knowing I couldn't lose you to anything, when we broke up I broke your heart I know that but that was for you, you had Lizzy and that was okay but I needed you to grow and the only way I knew how was to hurt you, I kissed MG because I knew you were watching the way you reacted confirmed that your feelings for me were still there which gave me hope, the digs at Lizzy was to make you realise but you remained blind but Josie I get it. I was planing on leaving after the pageant but I can't see you like this any more it breaks my heart knowing what's ahead for you and your family, you need to talk your dad about something called the merge, I'm scared for you Josie, and I can't sit around and watch what happens to next.

My mum got a job in Belgium, and as hard as it is Josie I'm going with her, my Heart is breaking and I can't take it anymore, Josie I'm giving you room to grow as all the cliches say if you love something you have to let it go, when something's break sometimes the pieces are large enough to put back together but something shatter and can't be fixed I'm hoping that our love story is only broken and that one day we will be together again but for now I need to let you go, entirely.

Josette Saltzman, I love you and I'm letting you go, I hope our time apart goes quick there won't be one minute where I won't think of you, you are my world and I'm okay with watching it burn if you the one doing the burning.

Josie's POV
I was tears, she really does love me, everything she's ever done to hurt me was for a bigger cause, how could I not see this, Lizzy, my dad, me, they all have blinded me in seeing my truth, that Penelope is the only one who truly cares for me and my future, how could I be so blind

"Josie!, come on we have one last rehearsal u til showww time"

"I can't."

"Josie!?"

"I have to go Lizzy"

"Josie you can't do this to me"

"No you know what you can't do this to me."

"What !?"

"My whole life you have tried to control me, not anymore, your the reason Penelope and I are not together, your the reason why my life is so stressful, you are the reason for everything"

I turn and storm off not even acknowledging lizzys face, I ran towards Penelope's room, I ran there to get there to stop her, I frantically knocked,

"Who is it?"

"Penelope it's me"

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