Maybe I Hate You//L.S.

This is my room

"I don't know what's going on between you two and I don't have the need to, I'm tired enough to want a good sleep" Liam commented after I refused to have my night with the curly dude

"Everyone of us wants a good sleep Liam and if you're selfish enough to put this little thing with me, I have no comment but if he touches any of my stuff I don't bother kick him off 'My' room" Harry gave me a warning look before he stormed out of the house

"What the fuck just happened?" I turned back to the boys who're just shrugged off

"I'm sure that question has repeated itself countless times in this house since you got here, Lou" Niall gave me a sympathy look before turned his attention back to the Fifa game with Zayn on the other controller 

"Maybe he's just new with the feeling, give him time Louis" Zayn chimed in

Liam bought my luggage from his car, helping me with the air bed next to Harry's "Where did he go?" I asked Liam concerning

"Just his thing he'll be back in a few minutes, I think it's good for you"

"Did he change his middle name to asshole?" I let out my mind as I lie on my new bed "what went wrong with him, man?"

"I'm not very sure, he's always been a jerk and a pain in the ass but I'm sure he can be so sensitive and kind if he wants to" Liam stood up after we got everything done, wiped off the invisible dust from his pants

"That's it, show yourself out Liam" I rolled my eyes, pretending to be mad

"Good night, let me know if you need anything" He chuckled, shaking his head and once again leaving me with thoughts

So this room is quiet massive for a person, well compare to what I have back home almost half smaller than this. The walls are solid white with no poster I mean at least he should hang up some pictures, every corner of this room are all cleared and clean, you could say I have an organized-phobia I don't care but this is weirdly annoying with how organized it is.

I shouldn't walk around, shall I? Well I don't want to sleep in the living room downstairs so let's be smart and just minding my air bed

The door crashed open like a mad Hulk, Harry walked in straight to me with his man bun on, looking furious "Did you touch any of my belonging?" he stood tall next to my bed

"Why would I? How many porn magazines do you have anyways, Christ" I smirked, adjusted my sitting position, relaxed my back to the wall

"Don't be cheeky with me, I've beaten countless shits like you" he leaned in close, whispered to my ear with shitty threat

I could feel his breath against my neck and shit I got uncomfortable with how close we are, I pushed him off to stand on my feet

"For the fucking first and last time I don't care how big your bed is but my bed is mine and do not ever sit on my bed or just touch it" cool, now I have my point

"I only got two belonging in this room, which are my air bed and my luggage, if you need me to cope up with you, you need to cope up with me" I whisper the last part when Harry suddenly pushed me against the wall towering over me

"I'd do whatever I want, just a reminder that this is my room" he whispered firmly

"I'm not a thing stop pushing me, you dick" I stumped on his foot and stormed off to the bathroom to get ready for bed

"I hate you just as much, you dwarf" He shouted out after me

I turned around pouting at him before changed it in to a smirk "Honestly I don't fucking care"

I came out to an empty room, so I just show myself under cover. Trying my best to sleep before he came back and ruin the entire night, I don't know what exactly he's up to

It seems like I just helped him out with his bullies yesterday but he's holding up against me today, I wish I don't have to be so unlucky to deal with this for the rest of my Uni.

I wish he would never know that the first thing I wanted to do when I arrived in Doncaster is to run in his arm, I hate to admit it but I wish I could turn back time and still have Harry by my side,

The door cracked open and I try my best pretending to sleep, he got himself on the bed next to mine and the room went quiet again.

I presumed he might already fallen asleep after a long while, let's just say I can't sleep, I slowly open my eyes and to Harry's back. would he miss me at all, well even though he admitted that he hates me, I wish he hadn't

Harry immediately flipped over and I almost bulged my eyes out and jump in the ocean, he's eyes are locked with mine. My heart was beating thousand miles an hour

I wish I could do something but the only thing I could do right now is looking at those stars I once seen in his eyes five years ago

"Can't sleep?" He whispered softly, I try to hold myself not to break down 

I nodded in respond everything I've learned in school all these years are all gone, not a single word

"New place?" He answered half my answer, keeping an unreadable expression on his face

I nodded again, biting my inside mouth not wanting to ruin anything

He smiled softly in a split second, before turning his back to me again.

I don't care how horrible he has been, but for this early situation it's enough to make me forget every bit of those