Maybe I Hate You//L.S.

I've been waiting

"Wha..." I woke up startled by the sobbing sound from the living room, consider the boys went out to watch the premier for a couple days and the house is just silent like a haunted house, Louis and I got to place to ourselves, well to myself

I got up trying to keep my balance still not quite awake from my deep sleep. Holding on to the staircase just to find Louis in the living room sitting by him self with tears

It's two in the morning and the boys supposed to be here by the next six days

"U-umm, what's wrong?" I walked up to him, I could acting like I hated him but nothing could keep my pride seeing Louis in this condition

"Did I wake you? I-I'm sorry" Louis quickly wiped his face, rushing pass me back to our room, I followed him slowly behind

"Who did that?" I stayed at the door frame, couldn't function whether to walk in to him and swallow him in my embrace or to not being in the room at all

"Why'd you care?" He turned his back at me pulling the sheets over him

"I... where're the boys ain't you supposed to be with them?"

"I came home first, alright! Because I hate the crowed and I got paranoid and I'm a pussy" He sat up and screamed in my face as I got closer to his bed "I'm short and disgusting"

"No you're not" I almost taken back by his sudden loud

"Don't you dare say a shit about it Harry, you can't even look me in the eyes, and you can't tell me you never want to kill me"

"Well I"

"No you hate me Harry don't try to play pretend, I'm getting out of here and I'll have you know that I would rather sleep on the street than to ever see you another day" Louis got up packing his stuff, tear streaming down his face

"You're talking crazy" I held on his shaking wrist "where did all of these come from?"

"I knew it crystal clear since I step my foot on your porch" Louis stopped on his track looking in my eyes "I heard it from your friends from uni, how you always hated me and wanting to get rid of me"

"Who told you that?"

"Grimmy! He told me everything, and I'm just a burden to you all in this house" Louis swatted his arm away from my hold "Yesterday you ran out and nowhere to be seen, I know you're not giving a shit about me or how I feel but just please stop playing with my feeling Harry"

"I ...I didn't" I couldn't function a word with my dull brain, it's just years ago I was dying to hear from him, I've been waiting for him and never stopped since I was in middle school when I know I have wired feeling for him

"I knew coming here was a mistake" He broke down on the floor, resting his back on the wall behind him, staring in the air "And did you know I was dread to see you, you're the reason I came back to Doncaster"

I sat down next to him "I didn't say any ofthat" he looked up from his knee with his sad blue eyes "I waswaiting for you that day for seven hours but you never showed up, I waited foryou every day at the same park and I've never stopped going there a day"