//lil' angst warning here :')//
Kaminari pov •
I told Shinsou everything about the trip to the mall and how upset I was, he just kept nodding and reassuring me that bakugou would be okay. "I just love him so much and seeing someone insult him like that made me want to scream!" I told shinsou "and then I tried making it better by hugging him, like what was I thinking?!?"
" Maybe you should just confess Ya know? " Shinsou said as he watched me pace back and forth. "WHATTT, nonononono, I'm not confessing to him, he'll hate me!" I said to Shinsou as I dramatically turned to face him. "It's worth a shot, you could at least try" Shinsou challenged me. "Look I can't okay?" I sighed and sat down next Shinsou and curled my legs in and put my head down in my arms.
" Why not? " he asked me, "well, it's a long story that I don't really like telling." I said as my breathe shook a little. " Tell me, I won't judge " he said as he put a hand on my shoulder, "promise?" I asked as I peeked my head out from my arms. " Promise. " he said reassuringly.
"My parents are homophobic, they hated anything related to that, and I once had a crush on a boy from my middle school and I told my mom, not knowing that they were homophobic." I said as I wiped a tear from my face, I put my head back in my arms and continued . "My mother told my father and I was so confused about it, I asked them why it was wrong and they didn't talk to me for a month, until I understood what was happening, I was a really sheltered kid, I didn't have a phone or tv, so I didn't understand what was wrong, so I told them I had a crush on girl, and they started talking to me again but not as much as they used to, so that's why I flirt with girls a lot just to cover up a little a-and" then I broke down while talking and Shinsou said "hey hey it's okay just calm down I won't judge" he reassured me and hugged me which was what I needed.
" a-and even if I did confess and he likes me back, my parents would still be on my back about not having a girlfriend, I'm just scared to tell him much less like anyone. Because my parents wouldn't approve of anyone I date, they wouldn't meet their standards. " I sniffed and wiped away tears that were still going down my cheeks.
"Its okay, Kaminari, I'm sorry I pressured you." Her said while rubbing my back, " your parents suck okay? At least in my opinion. " Shinsou chuckled a little "I know it's hard and stuff but someday your parents are going to have to accept you for who you are. And you can't let them hold you back, look at me" he said and grabbed my shoulders and turned me to face him, I looked at him with tears blurring my vision, "you've made it this far there is no turning back from here, you're a hero, Kaminari. So what if your parents are homophobic! I'm not, mina's not, kirishima's not, and bakugo's not! No one is going to stop loving even if you have a boyfriend! Your parents might but some day in their cold little dead hearts they'll love you again!" Shinsou encouraged me, I slowly nodded and said "y-yeah, no one's gonna bring me down I'm this far there's no turning back!"
" Thank you, Hitoshi I really appreciate your help" I thanked him "I'm glad I have a friend who I can lean on who I need support" he smiled and said "anytime denki." I hugged him one last time and walked over to the bathroom mirror and looked in " holy crap, I look like a mess. " I said as I saw red puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks "oof you can go back down I'll be there in a second" I told him, I heard him get up and leave the room. I breathed a sigh of relief, I felt better getting that off my chest, I washed my face and sighed then walked back down stairs.
//back to when they got back//
Bakugou pov •
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|♡Lovely♡| ★ Bakukami/kamibaku★
FanficKaminari really really likes Bakugou but is too shy and scared to tell him so he's torn between telling bakugou how he feels about him or keeping hidden for life. //Please don't be afraid to point out any misspellings or anything else like that!! ~(...