The Wolf Who Saved Me

❄chapter 26❄

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Song: home by raina

Ellies pov

The day for the awakens is so close so is my  mentally and physically health I keep on getting sick and  throwing up all I eat ,Kyungsoo said its Normal since I'm nervous but it's so bad that I can't keep food in for more than 5 minutes, let alone with the whole nausea feelings , I have iv in now

Sehun also got worried so he is by my side most of the time when he is home  and if not I have lay around me ,

Honestly speaking at the beginning I thought i was pregnant but unfortunately it was not the case ,  but somehow yoona turned out to be pregnant  , although she didn't show any of the symptoms but she was for sure pregnant as seulgi said its normal sometimes for the symptoms be shown late

That's why right now she is eastting a big piece of rib with jjajang sauce,

"You sure you don't want a piece?  It's good " baekhyun said offering one

" I'm sure you don't want to see me vomiting on the food" I sarcastically declined

"Ewww dont you even think about it " Yoona said as she holds her dish high in the air , I just winked at her

"Noonan it's good " chanbaek said as licking his fingers clean before taking another piece messing his hand again

'what was the point ?' But I decided to not ask it was pointless

I went to drink a glass of water as looking at the garden in front of me

"By the way where is kai? , I haven't seen him for a few days " baekhyun asked

" long business trip , are you not early?" Kyungsoo hinted

Making us chuckle

"Well better late than never " baekhyun obviously the sassy one

"How kind of you " I bet Kyungsoo rolled his eyes since I did it

"But all jokes aside guys I think we really need to find ellie's twin its important " seulgi's words made me snap my head to her direction

I narrowed my eyes "I would love too but we have zero clue unless you know a way "

"Well I don't have anything but we need somehow try " she pointed out

"Honestly I would like to meet him once even if it's not for his blood but he is my twin my older brother I wanna meet him even if I die later "I was sad I really wanted to see him even for one minute 

He is the only one I have from blood family i just hope he is safe, happy and most important alive

"We'll find him , I'm sure even since the day you told sehun he probably is searching for him , even the others " Kyungsoo came to me hugging me and I returned the hug

"Will Noona really die if we don't have  blood for her ?" Kaisoos word made me realise that the kids were here too as we forgot about them

"Of course not mama won't let that happen, " mama Kyungsoo said 

I later found out the Kyungmin woman that mum talked about was actually Kyungsoo's mother who was on vacation somewhere in the world with sehun's parents and others  since the past 5 years enjoying their time

"If you need blood I have a lot of it I can give it to you " chanbaek offered as I just smiled and kneed down to hug him tightly

"Thank you love " I said sincerely

" me too I can give it " Kaisoo let go of his mum and joined us in the hug

I kissed their forehead as mumbled 'thank you '

The time was not on our side as there was only one week left , we as in me   sehun   Kyungsoo   kai   suho  and lay was in the small house that sehun once brought me ,  the others stayed with the kids and prayed for my safety but just in case if I can't make it I said goodbye properly and hugged them  , I even saw tears in their eyes but they didn't let it fall

"I sat by the window my back to sehun's chest enjoying the moment as the others were setting up the place for the awakens time

They were all busy as I  just looked at them without emotion, I didn't know how to feel , 'will I really die and wasted all their time , I hope they don't feel bad for me if I die they did their bed and I know that more than anyone , how about sehun , I hope he finds another mate' oh the cue I felt his arms holding my tightly 

"I'm sorry " was all I could say

"I wish I could have found him" was all his reply

"You did your best , maybe .. maybe he is dead that's why " I felt sobs as trying to think positive but it was hard

"I will be there with you till last breath " his words hold promises

"Ok but once I die trying to find someone to love and loves you back " I said honestly with all my heart I wish he marries and have lots of pups

" I can't make any promise " I let go of his cuddle and turned to face him seriously this guy

"No you will and you will have pups too and be happy and forget about me , don't you dare to follow me , please, I just want you to live the life I never dreamed of it till I found you , you saved me and helped me and loved me , which I was so blessed so please for me do that " I couldn't control my emotions as tears were falling down fast 

He cupped my face as brushing my tears always his eyes were softened so was his facial expression 

" I cant make promises I can't keep but I will try ok" his words didn't reach his eyes

"Promise to try ?" I hold my pinky making him chuckle

"I will " he hold it back and then put me on his lab

We went for a walk today the weather was nice they were clouds and sunlight, the snow and ice around us made it so beautiful paint , in the middle of the walk I was tired on cue sehun turned to a wolf and I got on him but not like last time he didn't run instead he walked and just enjoyed it

"Sehun " I called him

'Yes jagiya ' he respond

''If it's possible I want to eat ramen with side dishes today just like out date then " I really craved it now , or maybe I was just hungry since I haven't been eating well since a while

'Whatever you want '

"I love you "

"I love you too"

See you soon

Much love ❄