Toni pov
3 weeks later
"MAN FUCK THIS SHIT. FUCK YOU MOMMA AND FUCK YOU TONI." Lisa yelled.
"NO CHILD OF MINE WILL TALK TO ME WITH THAT DISRESPECT YOU WANNA GO OUT AND GET PREGNANT, YOU GROWN GET THE FUCK OUT MY HOUSE THEN IM SICK OF YO WAYS LITTLE GIRL." Momma yelled back and I just wanted them to stop yelling.
Momma found the pregnancy test in Lisa's trash and now they are arguing like cats and dogs.
"YOU ALWAYS TRYNA PUT ME OUT YOU AIN'T NEVER LOVE ME YOU TREAT ME LIKE IM A FUCKING MISTAKE AND PRAISE TONI TO THE HIGHEST." She brung me in it.
"I have nothing to do with this.." I spoke, but she shrug me off.
"MAN TONI SHUT YO SOFT ASS UP. YOU GOT EVERYTHING TO DO WITH THIS. AT FUCKING 4 KNOWING ALL THE TIME TABLES AT 6 SPOKE 6 LANGUAGES BY 8 YOU DIDN'T EVEN NEED A CALCULATOR. EVERYBODY WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU THEY FORGOT ABOUT ME. NEVER ASKED ME WAS I GOOD OR STRAIGHT. I FUCKING HATE YOU." She screamed at me making me cry. Im sorry my feelings get hurt easily. What she said hurted. I ran to my roon still hearing them argue.
I grabbed my keys off my dresser and slipped on my shoes and left. I shot my mom a text and i just drove. I didn't know where i was going, but i just needed some air.
I made it to the beach at 6:30 and by then the sunset was so beautiful. I sat on the rocks watching as the waves crashed on the rocks near me. It was so peaceful.
My phone ringed and it was damarcus. Since the night of the party we been on the phone or texting, but today we didnt speak at all and i was kinda missing my good morning text.
T: hello
D: why you sounding sad who I gotta shoot
I giggled.
T: im okay how are you
D: im straight. When you gonna let a nigga see you again mommas
T: how about today
D: word
Toni: word
D: alright shit where you at
T: at the beach by the mall
D: im speeding there
T: don't thats not safe. And we don't do tickets
D: you right they be tryna make a nigga broke
T: okay I'll see you when you get here. Dont be on that phone driving
D: damn Ian know you was my momma girl
I rolled my eyes hanging up. It was weird having somebody to talk to after being lonely. I don't have no friends. I started crying again. Why don't people wanna be my friend. I mean im not that bad.
You a fucking cry baby my inner voice said to me. Am i the only one that talks to the voices in my head.
6:51 rolled around and a car pulled in parking next to mind.
