the new kid- a zach imagine(COMPLETED)

part 15

z- i've been calling you for hours
y/n- i threw my phone in a pond
z- why
y/n- because everyone was calling me and i needed to think
z- what did i do wrong
y/n- you said you wanted to marry me and i freaked out and i was scared and i thought about how i would have to do it without emily and it reminded me of how jake was ignoring me, and i was scared that you didn't mean it
z- y/n, id marry you right now if i could, and i know that it's hard with out emily and i swear to you that you and jake will work it out
y/n- jake actually came and found me, and he convinced me to come talk to you, he made me realize that from now on everything i do is for emily
z- how did he find you, we spent hours looking for you, i called jake 27 times before he answered and when he did he told us to go home and that he'd take care of it
y/n- jake and i used to go sit there when emily's cancer got bad, i never told anyone this but that spot and that pond have seen me at my worst, if i'm sitting there it's because i don't want to be anywhere, so i go there and i cry and i think about who would care if i never left that spot, i think about what would happen if i just ended everything, i think about who would care and today it was you, Zach i love you and i'm sorry i'm a mess i just hurt a lot right now
*Zach wraps you up in his arms and whispers in your ear*
z- i love you and i want you to promise me that when you feel like that you will always come to me because i know that life sucks it's really hurts, and i know that you're missing emily a hell of a lot right now but i love you so much and no one loves you more than me
y/n- i'm sorry, but i can't
z- you can't what
y/n- Zach i cant talk to you when i feel like that because that would require me knowing what i'm feeling, and that would require me to have a phone, and i have 8 of my phones in that pond because, i go and it goes off and i just throw it
z- then i'll go there and i'll find you, and i'll wrap you in my arms and i'll make sure you know how much i love you
y/n- you don't even know where it is
z- it's the park near the ice cream shop
y/n- how do you know
z- because jake told me but he told me that if i went i would just fuck things up and i needed to trust him and go home
y/n- well i'm glad you did
z- me too