Disabled Yet Strong, In-Human Yet In Love [wuxia transmigration story] On Hold

Chapter 6 Part 2

A/N:I finally got past the one part I was stuck at! I know pretty much what I want to write but I couldn't get from one event to another so easily as I thought!

Blue's POV

There was medical herbs on the desk, leftovers from when I was treated.

Although I wanted to try out alchemy I didn't want to accidentally make a mess so I saved it inside a cloth and gently put it in my packed bag along with the book. At least I will have something to do during the long trip. Although I won't be caring much I must be careful what to pack, I won't be caring all this after all.

Tired I climbed back into bed making a mental note to do in depth research on Alchemy.

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"Blue! It's time to wake up!" Le's voice resonated around me spoking me from my sleep.

"You don't have to wake me up so loudly, I'm light sleeper Le."

I sat up and reluctantly, I let Le help me get ready, as he helped me dress he pauses and stares and ribs. I can see the anguish in his eyes and the pain he's feeling looking at the marks on my ribs. I turned towards him and gave his head a pat.

"It is not only physical scars that heal you know? Mental ones heal with time, however it is true that they will never go away but they won't ever be as worse as it first was. When you think about the scar it will remind you of what you've went through but at the same time it will remind you that you've been healed of it. There will be a point that perhaps the scar will never disappear however your body grows and the scar stays the same. You leave the scar in the past and as a memory and if you don't, you will never grow as a person." I spoke as if I was already healed from the scars I've received but it is something I hope to prove.

Le looked at me with a sad yet relieved expression, "where did you learn that from?"

Where? "I do not remember, I might have learned it from my parents are from one of the caretakers however I do know is that I stuck with that quote ever since." I smiled at him.

"Well I hope that's true, however you should not ignore such a scar you know? It won't heal properly unless you give it proper treatment." I teared up as he said this, it was completely true, a scar heals better with better care and treatment. It is not only my physical scars that I need to take care of but my mental ones too, "I've been ignoring and trying to forget what had happened to me so that if I'm brave enough I can face it and no longer be held back from it but I guess it truly won't heal properly without taking care of it first huh?"

I feel down, not only because of the conversation but because it took Le to make me realize what I'm doing wrong. He might still be a child but it takes a child to see the truth, I've only met a few people since coming here, so how would I know how I would react to the outside world? Luckily I have Le beside my side when I go out, yet I can not rely on him for long.

"I thank you Le, I will have to rely on you for a while longer then I thought," I gave him a small smile and we once more began getting ready for the trip that we are about to set on.

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"You two all set?" Shifu greeted us as we excited my room, a small bag on my back and sitting on the sword, it officially became my wheelchair it seems.

"Shifu! Blue is all packed and ready! I was already ready too!" Le said with such excitement that my nervousness began to die down.

Shifu turned towards me and showed me a clothes object, handing it to me. "If you wish to continue to be a martial artist I can see you excelling in the art of the flying sword control. Although a martial artist tend to only have one Flying Sword it would be best for you to have multiple however it takes much concentration and a high Qi cultivation and I'm sure you can easily achieve both."

I opened the cloth to show a silver white sword, giving off a angelic and holy feeling, I looked up towards shifu "what is this?" I heard Le gasp in surprise, "it's a heavenly sword and not only that but a flying sword too! This will be perfect for you!" I looked back at shifu, "I had this made especially for you and had it carved in your name so only you can use it, I wanted it to be made in secret so you could not choose a name for it your self so I tried to pick a great name for it."

"What is it.. No what is she called, shifu?" I corrected myself.

He smiled and answered...